Down but not out?
Been avoiding posting here lately as I am not the most pleasant of persons right now as far as mood and dealing with others on a personal level.
I've become increasingly stressed and in proportion to that stress my anger level just keeps going up.
I am to the point where I want to punch something and if I had the fundage I would get some punching gloves for the bag downstairs.
I don't know if that would help or fuel the anger even more.
Been working on this site...
http://mortgagewarriortheforeclosurefighter.yolasite.com/
And trying to raise fundage for the money I need for the lawyer.
Trying to save my home.
Not sure sometimes how folks veiw these posts.
I HATE asking for money, HAAATE it and I resisted doing anything in that vein till the last possible avenue was exhausted, hell I am am exhausted, and so I put up a web site to raise funds and hopefully in the process of me going through all this bullshit that in the end it will help someone else who may be going through this.
To those of you who have donated my thanks and I will so be returning the favor if you ever need it and I am capable of doing so, so far I've raised 220.00 towards the 4,000.00 I need.
It helps, any bit helps.
I work and I stress and I work and I play wow to try and kill the stress but only feel guilty for playing WoW and not working.
It sucks.
I don't go out anymore as I feel guilty for not working on sewing and doll stuff and the website.
Any time off from that is me not making money, not helping the house, not doing what I need to do and still it in the end is not good as I NEED some time for myself to renegergize and I just don't see that happening.
I will survive, I always do.
I can't lose this house though, I think in the end that it would kill me, kill my spirit, I dreamt of owning a house, this is my dream, sounds hokey but there it is.
Am doing fine other than the house issues, money issues, just wish this was over and things settled in my favor ya know?
I've become increasingly stressed and in proportion to that stress my anger level just keeps going up.
I am to the point where I want to punch something and if I had the fundage I would get some punching gloves for the bag downstairs.
I don't know if that would help or fuel the anger even more.
Been working on this site...
http://mortgagewarriortheforeclosurefighter.yolasite.com/
And trying to raise fundage for the money I need for the lawyer.
Trying to save my home.
Not sure sometimes how folks veiw these posts.
I HATE asking for money, HAAATE it and I resisted doing anything in that vein till the last possible avenue was exhausted, hell I am am exhausted, and so I put up a web site to raise funds and hopefully in the process of me going through all this bullshit that in the end it will help someone else who may be going through this.
To those of you who have donated my thanks and I will so be returning the favor if you ever need it and I am capable of doing so, so far I've raised 220.00 towards the 4,000.00 I need.
It helps, any bit helps.
I work and I stress and I work and I play wow to try and kill the stress but only feel guilty for playing WoW and not working.
It sucks.
I don't go out anymore as I feel guilty for not working on sewing and doll stuff and the website.
Any time off from that is me not making money, not helping the house, not doing what I need to do and still it in the end is not good as I NEED some time for myself to renegergize and I just don't see that happening.
I will survive, I always do.
I can't lose this house though, I think in the end that it would kill me, kill my spirit, I dreamt of owning a house, this is my dream, sounds hokey but there it is.
Am doing fine other than the house issues, money issues, just wish this was over and things settled in my favor ya know?