My recent life
Don't read if you have another activity that better than reading my post..
I live in a village?? a small one that would have it's electricity cut everyday,, and today is the worst, no clean water.. my room is made from wood and the dust annoys me every time.. don't ask about internet connection, now I'm in my office so I can post with limited poor bandwidth,, sometimes cellphone signal would disappear too,, and I got tanned ㅠ.ㅠ
honestly.. I can't live like this.. if this continue for months I think I would be crazy for sure.. *mom, just book a room at mental hospital for me*
I have nothing better to do than watching dramas or arashi.. but these days I don't watch arashi that often.. not only arashi but everything from fandom.. maybe after those long period, finally I can overcome my love for fandom.. hehe~ that's what I want from long time ago but I just couldn't stand living a normal life.. but now I can!! a day two days three days even a week without arashi is nothing for me now!!
but anyone would be like that though,, living here is less from what you call normal life.. I have no choice~
but it also thanks to that person,,
I don't know whether I love him or not but he fills my days *but maybe I do* You know in Indonesia, you won't say "I love you" so often,, (love is "cinta" in indonesian) but there is another word that we use more, its "sayang" which is slightly different from "cinta" *from what I thought* If you ask "sayang" then I would say YES without doubt...
okay back to topic,, he fills my days,, from morning until my sleeping time.. I feel so happy that there is someone who is willing to accompany me every time.. he makes me forget about my fandom routine.. he succeeds in a month? when I had tried so hard for months and still failed..
I think he's different from other men in my life,, he doesn't exaggerate everything.. *if you read my multiply you will find out why* I prefer to have an ordinary relationship than the extraordinary one,, although the one that I have now can't be called ordinary because of something *or someone??*,, but when it comes just the two of us, yes it is..
I'm not satisfied with my life now, but I'm happy~
I live in a village?? a small one that would have it's electricity cut everyday,, and today is the worst, no clean water.. my room is made from wood and the dust annoys me every time.. don't ask about internet connection, now I'm in my office so I can post with limited poor bandwidth,, sometimes cellphone signal would disappear too,, and I got tanned ㅠ.ㅠ
honestly.. I can't live like this.. if this continue for months I think I would be crazy for sure.. *mom, just book a room at mental hospital for me*
I have nothing better to do than watching dramas or arashi.. but these days I don't watch arashi that often.. not only arashi but everything from fandom.. maybe after those long period, finally I can overcome my love for fandom.. hehe~ that's what I want from long time ago but I just couldn't stand living a normal life.. but now I can!! a day two days three days even a week without arashi is nothing for me now!!
but anyone would be like that though,, living here is less from what you call normal life.. I have no choice~
but it also thanks to that person,,
I don't know whether I love him or not but he fills my days *but maybe I do* You know in Indonesia, you won't say "I love you" so often,, (love is "cinta" in indonesian) but there is another word that we use more, its "sayang" which is slightly different from "cinta" *from what I thought* If you ask "sayang" then I would say YES without doubt...
okay back to topic,, he fills my days,, from morning until my sleeping time.. I feel so happy that there is someone who is willing to accompany me every time.. he makes me forget about my fandom routine.. he succeeds in a month? when I had tried so hard for months and still failed..
I think he's different from other men in my life,, he doesn't exaggerate everything.. *if you read my multiply you will find out why* I prefer to have an ordinary relationship than the extraordinary one,, although the one that I have now can't be called ordinary because of something *or someone??*,, but when it comes just the two of us, yes it is..
I'm not satisfied with my life now, but I'm happy~