Feb 08, 2010 23:05
IBT yes! but still a bit hard to confide in english....
Have you ever had a teacher that you care about so much before?
I never thought about this before, at least before the last saturday~ I HAVE...
At the 1st time, I was so happy to found a teacher who can teaches me korean language. Plus, he's a Korean. It's good to have a native speaker as a language teacher ^^. Only that.. happy to found a teacher.
As years pass by, I don't feel that we are teacher and student again, he's a part of my family. but of course we're still student and teacher. *don't think any weird thing about us, he married and has 2 cute children*
Sometimes, I'm too lazy to attend the class. Due to many homeworks or else. And now I really regret it. If I had attended more of his class, maybe now I would have more memories with him. And many more of "if I....."
Forgot to mention, my teacher would go back to korea forever. I won't meet him again unless I go to korea T.T
It's too suddenly, he loves Indonesia so much. So I never thought this farewell thing would happen, at least if it happens it would be me to go to korea, not him.
It was on the last saturday that he told us about his plan to go back. We were on the top of happiness. I was excited to dance and had so much fun when the show began. I thought it would be a great day, but it wasn't like I expected before. Our tension went down drastically. We were shocked.
The old students cried like crazy, while the new students was looking weird toward us. They're not as close as us to him. But, I feel like loosing a family when heard what he said. I can't imagine that those happiness with him would end up like this. I did ever think about leaving the korean course because it takes my time so much. I don't have "a free saturday" like my friends. But there's a part of me that don't want to go. Thus, I'm still a part of the club until now. If I look for the answer now, maybe because of him.
He is a great teacher, maybe he's not really good in Indonesian, but he wants to keep learn everything, even from us, his students. I will have a new teacher, but yeah~ it would never be the same. I hope they're alike, so that I can feel that my teacher always be with us no matter where he is.
So many memories with him, a lot of them are the unique one. I don't like milk, he bought me an Ice cream from McD when the 1st time we met. I really tried my best to finished it, even I had to eat it with french fries. >.<~ I never wash dishes neither cook in my house, but I did in his house. He always call me "Princess Pink" in korean of course. Who's gonna call me that way again? Sometimes, he called me and forced me to have conversation in Korean with him. So stressful but something that I would miss in the future. On the last intensive course he said, I like nindi (my name) so sit in front of me. He also told me to drew a man on the white board. And he laughed at my bad drawing. Actually, my drawing is not that bad, but I didn't have any intention to draw at that time. If I still have time I would show him my good drawing.
I'm so sad, couldn't think of anything. Trying to forget, trying to sleep, trying to smile, but those things are very tiring to do.
I'll do my best to send him off with a bright smile. So the one he will remember is my prettiest face ^^. Could I??? I'm not ready yet to loose him or his family..
God please give me willingness. And of course chances to meet him again...
선생님,
homeykorean,
life