Kim Jaejoong's self-composed-songs
Sometimes I really wonder if my fangirl level has been set up really high or extra sensitive or finally all the fanfiction has start to ruin my head that almost all my initial reaction after hearing and reading the translation of Jaejoong's self composed song it makes me immediately think YUNJAE in a bold, capital, red letter >____<
Is it me (with my delusional mind) or is it Jaejoong who's too expresive and honest about his feeling or Jaejoong who just love to tease his fans (both yunjae shipper or not since actually the songs are pretty general theme, love heartbreak yadda yadda yadda)
But as an old fans (can't say OT5 now since TV2XQ really dissapoint me right now seriously AVEX?? SM?? how much rubbish you will throw to Homin to sing???) and a Yunjae shipper, it's really hard to think in a neutral way, or a normal fangirl way who wish to marry Kim Jaejoong in the future (if I can't marry him, I hope he will be together forever happy with Yunho)
See it for your self:
Still in Love
It’s close to morning
And I can’t see your face
How’d we end up this way
You were the sun in every day
You’d take my soul
Everytime you’d go
But this time I know
The truth is in your heart
we’re dead and gone
I know youre tired of broken promises
I had too many ‘second chances’
I’m a lost man for you
will I ever break through
I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
I just can’t stand to think
What my days will be
Without you by my side
I just can’t breathe
It don’t matter what they say
I know nobody
can ever take your place
I know you’re tired of broken promises
I had too many ‘second chances’
I’m a lost man for you
will I ever break through
I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
It’s painful that everyone knows
It’s so true
I’m nothing but a fool for you
But I don’t care
I’ll always be here
Loving you with all I got
I don’t care if you love me or not
I’m still in love
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
From 'Their Room' album
Nine
너는 사랑이란 걸 아니?
do you know what’s call love?
아냐 사실 나도 모르겠어…
no~ in fact I have no idea about it too…
단지 모르는 게 Ye
just don’t know it Ye
가슴이 뜨겁고 막 뛰고 자꾸 눈물이 흘러 나
my heart feels hot and I keep running and keep tearing up
어떻게 해야하는 거니.
what should I do?
찾아가 무릎 꿀으면 되니…
Should I go pleading with bent knees?
나도 모르게 Ye
I don’t know too Ye
계속 너를 찾고 또 뛰고, 걷다 보면 또 제자리야
I keep finding you and running, I’m back to the original spot even when I keep walking
Do you not love me Do you not want to forget
새로 시작하려 해도
even if I want to start anew
쉽게 되지가 않는 우리 사랑
It doesn’t seems easy for our love
내 기억. 추억들~
My memories. sweet memories~
더 이상 감출 수조차 없는 내가 되었으니~
I have become someone who can no longer hide it
지난 날은 잊어~
forget the old days~
오직 서로만 지켜 가면 돼
We just need to have the 2 of us
이제 우린 알 수 있잖아.
know we know it, don’t we
말하지 않아도 알잖아
we know it even if we don’t say it out
매일, 멀지 않던 어제만 소리 치면 되
tomorrow, we will shout out of the yesterday that isn’t too far
말하지 못해서 미안해
i’m sorry that I can’t say it
사랑한다 그대여
i love you my dear
몇 번이고 전화도 해봤어
maybe times i’ve tried calling
무슨 말을 할까 고민했어…
I’ve been thinking about what to say…
나도 모르게 Ye~
I don’t know it too Ye~
잠을 자고 일어날 때도 계속 너를 찾게 되는 거야
even as I fall asleep and wake up, I can’t stop myself from wanting to find you
날 봐 지금의 나를 봐
look at me, look at the me now
너무나 변해버린 내 모습 좀 어색하지만 기다려
Although it feels awakward because I’ve changed so much, wait
너무 멀어지지 말자 내 앞에 세상과 약속할테니
let’s not be too far apart, I make a promise to the world ahead of me
And the last one (not least I guess) is for the Protect the Boss OST
I will Protect You
Even with my eyes open, I cannot look at you.
Your heart, faded with memories fatigued,
I cannot capture it.
Even when cried so much, even when thinking I can do this no more,
When I look at you, I think it will be okay.
I want to protect you.
Even your habits, wrong and bad
Even so they make me smile when tired.
It will be a bit difficult, but
I will even say I love you.
Until the day you first come into my arms.
I cannot smile.
I cannot remember even if I smile.
Today, also, like a dream
You who look as if you will disappear once I open my eyes-I look at you, but
I feel that you are not with me.
I think I am awkward at expressing… because I love you.
I want to protect you.
Even your habits, wrong and bad
Even so they make me smile when tired.
It will be a bit difficult, but
I will even say I love you.
Until the day you first come into my arms.
Will you perhaps seek another warmth,
And leave me, and be happy?
Even so I cannot let you go, baby
It will hurt even more than death.
I love you.
I am in front of you,
And not in front of any other.
I am holding your hand.
I cannot give you to another’s arms.
I am clinging to you with all my might.
I cannot let you go-such a heart, why?
All credits goes to JYJ3.net for the song translation
Like seriously??? Kim Jaejoong - shii please stop teasing my poor fans girl heart >___<
Is it me (with my delusional mind) or is it Jaejoong who's too expresive and honest about his feeling or Jaejoong who just love to tease his fans (both yunjae shipper or not since actually the songs are pretty general theme, love heartbreak yadda yadda yadda)
But as an old fans (can't say OT5 now since TV2XQ really dissapoint me right now seriously AVEX?? SM?? how much rubbish you will throw to Homin to sing???) and a Yunjae shipper, it's really hard to think in a neutral way, or a normal fangirl way who wish to marry Kim Jaejoong in the future (if I can't marry him, I hope he will be together forever happy with Yunho)
See it for your self:
Still in Love
It’s close to morning
And I can’t see your face
How’d we end up this way
You were the sun in every day
You’d take my soul
Everytime you’d go
But this time I know
The truth is in your heart
we’re dead and gone
I know youre tired of broken promises
I had too many ‘second chances’
I’m a lost man for you
will I ever break through
I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
I just can’t stand to think
What my days will be
Without you by my side
I just can’t breathe
It don’t matter what they say
I know nobody
can ever take your place
I know you’re tired of broken promises
I had too many ‘second chances’
I’m a lost man for you
will I ever break through
I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
It’s painful that everyone knows
It’s so true
I’m nothing but a fool for you
But I don’t care
I’ll always be here
Loving you with all I got
I don’t care if you love me or not
I’m still in love
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
Who’s still in love
I’m still in love
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love
From 'Their Room' album
Nine
너는 사랑이란 걸 아니?
do you know what’s call love?
아냐 사실 나도 모르겠어…
no~ in fact I have no idea about it too…
단지 모르는 게 Ye
just don’t know it Ye
가슴이 뜨겁고 막 뛰고 자꾸 눈물이 흘러 나
my heart feels hot and I keep running and keep tearing up
어떻게 해야하는 거니.
what should I do?
찾아가 무릎 꿀으면 되니…
Should I go pleading with bent knees?
나도 모르게 Ye
I don’t know too Ye
계속 너를 찾고 또 뛰고, 걷다 보면 또 제자리야
I keep finding you and running, I’m back to the original spot even when I keep walking
Do you not love me Do you not want to forget
새로 시작하려 해도
even if I want to start anew
쉽게 되지가 않는 우리 사랑
It doesn’t seems easy for our love
내 기억. 추억들~
My memories. sweet memories~
더 이상 감출 수조차 없는 내가 되었으니~
I have become someone who can no longer hide it
지난 날은 잊어~
forget the old days~
오직 서로만 지켜 가면 돼
We just need to have the 2 of us
이제 우린 알 수 있잖아.
know we know it, don’t we
말하지 않아도 알잖아
we know it even if we don’t say it out
매일, 멀지 않던 어제만 소리 치면 되
tomorrow, we will shout out of the yesterday that isn’t too far
말하지 못해서 미안해
i’m sorry that I can’t say it
사랑한다 그대여
i love you my dear
몇 번이고 전화도 해봤어
maybe times i’ve tried calling
무슨 말을 할까 고민했어…
I’ve been thinking about what to say…
나도 모르게 Ye~
I don’t know it too Ye~
잠을 자고 일어날 때도 계속 너를 찾게 되는 거야
even as I fall asleep and wake up, I can’t stop myself from wanting to find you
날 봐 지금의 나를 봐
look at me, look at the me now
너무나 변해버린 내 모습 좀 어색하지만 기다려
Although it feels awakward because I’ve changed so much, wait
너무 멀어지지 말자 내 앞에 세상과 약속할테니
let’s not be too far apart, I make a promise to the world ahead of me
And the last one (not least I guess) is for the Protect the Boss OST
I will Protect You
Even with my eyes open, I cannot look at you.
Your heart, faded with memories fatigued,
I cannot capture it.
Even when cried so much, even when thinking I can do this no more,
When I look at you, I think it will be okay.
I want to protect you.
Even your habits, wrong and bad
Even so they make me smile when tired.
It will be a bit difficult, but
I will even say I love you.
Until the day you first come into my arms.
I cannot smile.
I cannot remember even if I smile.
Today, also, like a dream
You who look as if you will disappear once I open my eyes-I look at you, but
I feel that you are not with me.
I think I am awkward at expressing… because I love you.
I want to protect you.
Even your habits, wrong and bad
Even so they make me smile when tired.
It will be a bit difficult, but
I will even say I love you.
Until the day you first come into my arms.
Will you perhaps seek another warmth,
And leave me, and be happy?
Even so I cannot let you go, baby
It will hurt even more than death.
I love you.
I am in front of you,
And not in front of any other.
I am holding your hand.
I cannot give you to another’s arms.
I am clinging to you with all my might.
I cannot let you go-such a heart, why?
All credits goes to JYJ3.net for the song translation
Like seriously??? Kim Jaejoong - shii please stop teasing my poor fans girl heart >___<