Hibernating

Jan 23, 2011 22:51

I knew the Packers won when I heard people in the neighborhood going down the streets cheering. It doesn't really affect me since I'm not a sports fan. The guy I was seeing on & off for the past few years lives a couple blocks from the Packer Stadium. When there was a home game, it was so crazy driving anywhere in the vicinity.
It's my Dad's birhtday tomorrow, he turns 71. I sent him a card & gift that arrived yesterday. It was snowing in Tennessee recently, so I wasn't sure it would make it there on time. Apparently, many things close when they have a little snow, & everyone goes to the store to stock up.
I'm feeling a little (a lot) sad & lonely. My friend I reconnected with has been a little distant, hasn't called me yet (he recently got a phone), who knows? Of course it was wonderful when it started, but I don't know what he's feeling now? I had been in an unhealthy relationship for too long, & I had to cut all ties last Monday. It seems like a very long time ago, but there can be no more contact. He even went to the extremes of emailing a friend of mine on fb & telling her off (long story)...I was so mad. I have been reading, doing what I need to do, but haven't left the house since Wednesday. The book I'm almost done reading is called "Ladie's, Listen Up!", & it happens to have been written by my ex's sister, Stephanie Rockey. I've been wanting to read it before. Supposedly she was cutting down her family, & my ex's Mom & other family members were upset. I have maybe 10 more pages to read, & I haven't read one sentence that I could pinpoint to their family. It's all about love & relationships. I've learned a lot, & realize I've been on a good path for awhile now on what is wrong & right. One of the things that she discusses is gossiping. That's one thing I notice quite a bit of at work. I always think to myself since I try & be nice, & seldom try to do it, or join in, hopefully people won't be talking crap about me. It just drives me crazy.
It's super cold in Green Bay, so I'm drinking tea & going to snuggle back in with my adorable puddle of fur, Gypsy. Scrabble is down on Facebook, so I won't be missing anything. The last word I played was "cozier" on a triple word, yah! Gotta go.
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