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I need to get to sleep. All I hear is my kitchen sink making a constant drip echoing (that word looks weird?) in the sink of half full dishes. I must be up in about 5 hours to be to work. I'm stressed about two of my kitties dealing with medical issues & plain old age. My Himalayian grouch "Oscar" has an eye that has been scratched quite bad. He will be seen again on Tues. His antibiotic pills are gone, & the eye drops are still being given 3 times a day. He has such big beautiful blue eyes, poor kitty. My oldest & first kitty girl "Ellie" has kidney failure & now in the past couple months her eyes are becoming worse. The are completely cloudy, look awful, & seem painful. It sounds like her breathing is getting more difficult. She always wants to sit on your lap when your sitting on the couch. She'll flop over for her belly rubs & still plays gently with a couple of the other cats. The old "Ellie" is still partially there. I just feel I should possibly have her put to sleep this coming week. I just feel her health is going down hill very fast & it breaks my heart. It seems like there are more depressing than good or happy things in this world. Now I can hear the sink dripping again. Will I go crazy? I must get some sleep. ~Goodnight