spinning head syndrome
That's how I've been feeling lately. My birthmom is getting me a round trip plane ticket to visit my good friend from childhood for the beginning of March for a Christmas gift. I'm thrilled to get away for a few days. I have to make sure the birds & cats get the proper care. My adoptive mom I feel was quite surprised, possibly a little jealous or hurt? I have double the stress & drama now but more sanity having my birthmom totally understand me, she's an angel. When we met shortly after my birthday & hugged each other while saying goodbye, it was unbelievable. I've waited all these years.
I got sucked into watching many things on You Tube earlier. It all started with watching the "Freedom Rock" commercial, it was so funny seeing that again. I watched over & over the most addicting song by the Scissor Sisters, "I don't feel like dancing". Their music is so much fun. This holiday stress is taking it's toll on me. I'm having a hard time financially & I can't get my house picked up. I have no place to put anything. Also, this is the 2nd time in the past few months that my boss decides to basically tell me I'm not doing my job right again. I swear she wants me to get so mad that I never will come back. I always act calm & try to defend myself politely. Does she feel bad later? I can't lose sleep over the way she's acting. I've gone out of my way for her on many occassions & this is how I'm repaid. I HAVE to not come in anymore when she needs to go somewhere for the day...I have plans or appointments...too bad. There are more good than bad things that keep me at the job. I'm just not going to start working a half hour to an hour before signing in like her kiss ass goodie two shoes life saver. That person must put in at least 10 unpaid hours a week, ridiculous! It's really late, I gotta go to sleep. ZZZZzzzzz
I got sucked into watching many things on You Tube earlier. It all started with watching the "Freedom Rock" commercial, it was so funny seeing that again. I watched over & over the most addicting song by the Scissor Sisters, "I don't feel like dancing". Their music is so much fun. This holiday stress is taking it's toll on me. I'm having a hard time financially & I can't get my house picked up. I have no place to put anything. Also, this is the 2nd time in the past few months that my boss decides to basically tell me I'm not doing my job right again. I swear she wants me to get so mad that I never will come back. I always act calm & try to defend myself politely. Does she feel bad later? I can't lose sleep over the way she's acting. I've gone out of my way for her on many occassions & this is how I'm repaid. I HAVE to not come in anymore when she needs to go somewhere for the day...I have plans or appointments...too bad. There are more good than bad things that keep me at the job. I'm just not going to start working a half hour to an hour before signing in like her kiss ass goodie two shoes life saver. That person must put in at least 10 unpaid hours a week, ridiculous! It's really late, I gotta go to sleep. ZZZZzzzzz