Oct 05, 2004 01:17
I wrote a long post of what I did Friday but I lost it so I won't write it again unless you want me to. Just know I got wasted, spent Saturday recovering, and can't look at another drink.
I am working on a project with a really hot girl. She seems really nice, but really not interested. I actually can't say I helped the situation, because as usual I can't speak. I stay quiet so I don't say the obvious stupid awkward thing. I know she is probably in a relationship or a player in her own right.
Have you ever thought about all the people that you thought were out of your league that probably were just waiting for you to tell them how you felt? Or, all the people that you know you could have made feel special?
I thought about those two questions and for a while I regretted, but I am working on not having regrets, so I will have to learn how to speak.
Operation, kill the cat that has my tongue is in progress.
Yes, love is still a battlefield.