blah

Aug 07, 2005 02:19

Probably shouldn't be writing all this right now considering I've been drinking but I just have to freakin' let it all out!!!!!!! Ahhhhh best friend gone...other best friend never calls me back...other best friend lives in dallas...I miss them!
I'm excited for school but that means leaving him and judging by the way I interpreted him tonight things aren't going to go past that. It all just sucks. I'm mad and sad at the same time. I mean I guess I saw it coming but still there was still part of me that wanted to make it work. I spent so much of my summer with him and hardly any with my other friends. Not that thats a problem I had fun, but I look back and realize that may have not been the best thing for me. It got my hopes up, every day I hang out with him I like him more and more. So should I just stop it now two weeks before I go back? Or should I just get hurt more? Too confusing...BLAH
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