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I have made a big decision. Yes, another one. Actually, I already made the decision, I'm just now going to listen what I know is best.
It's funny that kickball inspired the realization. I think what's best for me now if I go out and have fun, with fewer drinks, and more um, kickball. I am willing to substitute four-square or a similar game. The fact of the matter is though, I need to actually do fun things instead getting sucked into the that darkness.
I need to take care of myself in an honest way. Being alone is scary, but when it comes down to it, I have to. At should at least count on me to always be there for myself.
I know this really doesn't make any sense, but it doesn't have to. Not to anyone else anyway.
I think I'm going to read for a little bit. Well, read other things than ONTD. I keep having flashbacks to the larvae breast, and it's going to make me throw up.
I'd love to hear what other people do for fun though!
It's funny that kickball inspired the realization. I think what's best for me now if I go out and have fun, with fewer drinks, and more um, kickball. I am willing to substitute four-square or a similar game. The fact of the matter is though, I need to actually do fun things instead getting sucked into the that darkness.
I need to take care of myself in an honest way. Being alone is scary, but when it comes down to it, I have to. At should at least count on me to always be there for myself.
I know this really doesn't make any sense, but it doesn't have to. Not to anyone else anyway.
I think I'm going to read for a little bit. Well, read other things than ONTD. I keep having flashbacks to the larvae breast, and it's going to make me throw up.
I'd love to hear what other people do for fun though!