Oct 17, 2005 00:05
I am sitting in Venice bored out of my mind so I thought, what better time to update than now! So, as I made my 3 hour drive here, I had a lot of time to think. And all I thought of is I wanna get home!!! But, on my way into town as I got off at my exit, I started reminiscing about when I used to live here. And I thought of a song. A song that is very special to me because it says exactly how i felt as i left this shit-hole of a town. So for my post, I thought I would share that song. You dont have to read it if you dont want to. But if you do, you will have a better understanding of me and my feeling when I left home for the first time. So, here it goes...
I'm Movin' On
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself.
I've been burdened with blame,
Trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on...
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different, but they're always the same
They mean me no harm, but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on...
I'm movin' on
At last I can see,
Life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know.. there's no guarantees, but I'm not.. alone
There comes a time.. in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I.. have made up my mind that those days.. are gone
I sold what I could
And packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should
But lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on..
I'm movin' on...
I'm movin' on....
Isnt it pretty!! Its a country song so most of you wont know it. It's by a band called Rascal Flatts. I find myself running that song over and over in my head every time I come home. Well, thats all for now I guess. I ate like 25 Rolos and now my tummy hurts! See ya!