Sunday, bloody Sunday. [Backstabbing, Earthquake, Bullshit]
Good day people. I am Nancy R. and this is the Crimson Column. This week passed and I actually didn't have something to talk about. I am lucky though. I've got my subject on Friday. Let's start.
The subject this week is BACKSTABBING!
You may ask me if I have enemies. Of course I don't have enemies. When I have such friends I don't need enemies. They're better than my worst enemy at plotting my demise. You may think I'm paranoid, but it's true. You know that enemies stab you from the front, when friends do it from behind. So, once again, I feel I am right. My instinct is never wrong after all. You can ask everyone that knows me. Still, I keep wondering what would happen if I hadn't moved away. I think that I wouldn't be popular online. Yeah, that would suck. But yeah, I am not popular offline right now. That sucks even more and not in a good way. Since I've moved away I try to be social and stuff, but in the end, socializing sucks. I prefer this nameless, faceless experience. At least this can lead somewhere. Trust me, the internet is dangerous, but you can also find some good stuff, if you have the courage to search. I had it. But in order to get back to the subject, I will give a piece of advice. Never trust anyone. I am not doing it, so the strikes aren't that strong. It still hurts to know that I am so not popular. The knife still reaches the bone and I know. Society rejected me.
On another note, I am going to Prague and Berlin. March 15th I am leaving, so I'll buy my camera and part of the equipment. Here comes the professional work baby.
What else should I write?
Oh yes, I have one more subject. People think that I don't care about what happens in the world, just because I don't watch TV, but I can tell you something. I have Twitter. This means that I am still getting informed about what happens in the world. (is tuned with CNN)
Yesterday I've learnt something really bad. There was an earthquake in Chile and now the 1/4 of the world is in danger of tsunami. That is insane! I mean, 8.8 magnitude???? Strongest earthquake ever. I really hope that not many people died in this. The tsunami sounded like worst news though. Nature's wrath strikes. I really hope that my friends in NZ, Australia and Japan are ok. I am worried sick about them. I read that the tsunami is cancelled, but I am not biting that. Not at all. I'll keep watching till I go to sleep, so that I'll be able to not worry that much. I mean, I am starting to believe that the world will be destroyed on 2012. I've been studying for nothing. *facepalm*
Speaking about media, I've noticed that a specific channel here does nothing but show bullshit. I mean, they've been stalking a specific couple for weeks! People are dying. They broke up. I don't give a shit. For real. WIll Greek television ever grow up? I guess not. But for real, the earthquake on Haiti occurred, now the earthquake on Chile and **** Channel (bleeps out the name) is still talking about that couple. I mean, my mom got a divorce too. Why don't the cameras chase her? That's not fair. After all, our story is more interesting. It includes a father that doesn't pay anything for his kids and a whore. I think I should have bleeped that out too. Let's try again. It includes a f***er that doesn't pay anything for his kids and a whore. *stares* Whatever. *bleep* *bleep* *bleep* *throws it away* But yeah. Sorry lady, but I don't give a shit about your divorce. I'd rather know if Uruha is alive and away from danger, than watch you and your ex eating sushi. You can hate me if you want.
I want a video editing software btw. Comment your suggestions.
Last subject. I've watched one more show this Friday, before going out. It's called "I want to change" I think. I found it merely ridiculous. Wanting to change is silly. There was this one girl and the ladies that were helping her change made her remove her anime posters. I mean, what the fuck! I'd rather stay single for the rest of my life than stop doing something I love, for example, listening to J-Rock, read yaoi fics or watch lesbian porn! I am not going to change for anyone. I love myself. Oh, yes, I forgot. This show is for people that don't love themselves. That explains a lot.
That's all, I think. Here comes the question of the week.
What do you want to do before YOU die?
I have the feeling that I asked this before.
Just in case I did, I'll ask a second question.
Do you want to change anything about yourself?
Post your answer in the comment section below.
This was the Crimson Column. I am Nancy R. and I'm rejected by society. That's why I'm blogging for people that will definitely show more attention to me. Love you all. Have a nice week. See you on Sunday.
N. V. Crimson. Out.
The subject this week is BACKSTABBING!
You may ask me if I have enemies. Of course I don't have enemies. When I have such friends I don't need enemies. They're better than my worst enemy at plotting my demise. You may think I'm paranoid, but it's true. You know that enemies stab you from the front, when friends do it from behind. So, once again, I feel I am right. My instinct is never wrong after all. You can ask everyone that knows me. Still, I keep wondering what would happen if I hadn't moved away. I think that I wouldn't be popular online. Yeah, that would suck. But yeah, I am not popular offline right now. That sucks even more and not in a good way. Since I've moved away I try to be social and stuff, but in the end, socializing sucks. I prefer this nameless, faceless experience. At least this can lead somewhere. Trust me, the internet is dangerous, but you can also find some good stuff, if you have the courage to search. I had it. But in order to get back to the subject, I will give a piece of advice. Never trust anyone. I am not doing it, so the strikes aren't that strong. It still hurts to know that I am so not popular. The knife still reaches the bone and I know. Society rejected me.
On another note, I am going to Prague and Berlin. March 15th I am leaving, so I'll buy my camera and part of the equipment. Here comes the professional work baby.
What else should I write?
Oh yes, I have one more subject. People think that I don't care about what happens in the world, just because I don't watch TV, but I can tell you something. I have Twitter. This means that I am still getting informed about what happens in the world. (is tuned with CNN)
Yesterday I've learnt something really bad. There was an earthquake in Chile and now the 1/4 of the world is in danger of tsunami. That is insane! I mean, 8.8 magnitude???? Strongest earthquake ever. I really hope that not many people died in this. The tsunami sounded like worst news though. Nature's wrath strikes. I really hope that my friends in NZ, Australia and Japan are ok. I am worried sick about them. I read that the tsunami is cancelled, but I am not biting that. Not at all. I'll keep watching till I go to sleep, so that I'll be able to not worry that much. I mean, I am starting to believe that the world will be destroyed on 2012. I've been studying for nothing. *facepalm*
Speaking about media, I've noticed that a specific channel here does nothing but show bullshit. I mean, they've been stalking a specific couple for weeks! People are dying. They broke up. I don't give a shit. For real. WIll Greek television ever grow up? I guess not. But for real, the earthquake on Haiti occurred, now the earthquake on Chile and **** Channel (bleeps out the name) is still talking about that couple. I mean, my mom got a divorce too. Why don't the cameras chase her? That's not fair. After all, our story is more interesting. It includes a father that doesn't pay anything for his kids and a whore. I think I should have bleeped that out too. Let's try again. It includes a f***er that doesn't pay anything for his kids and a whore. *stares* Whatever. *bleep* *bleep* *bleep* *throws it away* But yeah. Sorry lady, but I don't give a shit about your divorce. I'd rather know if Uruha is alive and away from danger, than watch you and your ex eating sushi. You can hate me if you want.
I want a video editing software btw. Comment your suggestions.
Last subject. I've watched one more show this Friday, before going out. It's called "I want to change" I think. I found it merely ridiculous. Wanting to change is silly. There was this one girl and the ladies that were helping her change made her remove her anime posters. I mean, what the fuck! I'd rather stay single for the rest of my life than stop doing something I love, for example, listening to J-Rock, read yaoi fics or watch lesbian porn! I am not going to change for anyone. I love myself. Oh, yes, I forgot. This show is for people that don't love themselves. That explains a lot.
That's all, I think. Here comes the question of the week.
What do you want to do before YOU die?
I have the feeling that I asked this before.
Just in case I did, I'll ask a second question.
Do you want to change anything about yourself?
Post your answer in the comment section below.
This was the Crimson Column. I am Nancy R. and I'm rejected by society. That's why I'm blogging for people that will definitely show more attention to me. Love you all. Have a nice week. See you on Sunday.
N. V. Crimson. Out.