hiding out
So monica....the girl that lives next to me with the large mouth has come to the realization that all the summer staff are leaving, ie. her friends. She apologized to me for having a big mouth and betraying my trust, etc. and I essentially told her that there was no possible way that I could be her friend. Even after we weren't friends she had been saying things about me being depressed and leaving the ranch....i brought that up and she poo pahhed it. It made me laugh that in the middle of an apology she still can't man up. I know its hard when I've made a mistake to say "yep I did that too, I'm a shitty friend" but at least I man up.
I get to go to fancy dinner tonight, no kids. then a bar with the staff.
had a "talking" with my brother that sucked. I don't really want to grow up and he seems to think that I'm goign to be 24 and I need to get a serious one, with a house and a car and bring something to a marriage relationship. What if I don't want to get married? i mean eventually that would be alright but, anyway it sucked.
I really really really wish Melissa would call me so I can figure out what happened.
WEnt white water rafting this week on my day off with the girls, it was fabulous and the rafting guide wanted me. it was nice being flirted with 6th grade style and being pushed into the river. he would turn the raft so I would get the most splash every single rapid. I was a drowned rat. it was awesome.
can't wait to get a big ole hug from jenny tomorrow. also from people at the bar. ha that sounds bad.
I get to go to fancy dinner tonight, no kids. then a bar with the staff.
had a "talking" with my brother that sucked. I don't really want to grow up and he seems to think that I'm goign to be 24 and I need to get a serious one, with a house and a car and bring something to a marriage relationship. What if I don't want to get married? i mean eventually that would be alright but, anyway it sucked.
I really really really wish Melissa would call me so I can figure out what happened.
WEnt white water rafting this week on my day off with the girls, it was fabulous and the rafting guide wanted me. it was nice being flirted with 6th grade style and being pushed into the river. he would turn the raft so I would get the most splash every single rapid. I was a drowned rat. it was awesome.
can't wait to get a big ole hug from jenny tomorrow. also from people at the bar. ha that sounds bad.