middle of the summer hump
The start of one more week. And I was exhausted. All last week I watched an adorable 2 month old baby and made an extra $120 and didn't have to go to any of the evening activities. It was fantastic. But now I'm back to watching Laney and Finn and my back is sore and my head hurts and so I'm drinking wine. what a lush. I can't wait to be away from all this alcohol.
I'm going on a long road trip with some girls from the ranch. Can NOT wait. Its going to be amazing. Grand canyon, Vegas, San francisco, Napa Valley, the oregon Coast, portland and then up to seattle. With girls that I can trust and be friends with and just enjoy. And I will have money so I can actually buy something.
I'm trying hard not to spend much time with dan so that I can transition to the friend thing. Its always easier to transition to a friend if you don't have to see the dude everyday. But I see him and don't actually talk to him and that makes a difference. I hung out with this girl Rebecca today and she found out that I actually don't like Monica and almost cried she was so happy. ITs interesting how someone can be so fake and she fooled almost everyone on the ranch that she was great and now all but 2 or 3 of 30 don't realize what she is. It validates my feelings. Makes me feel like I'm not that big of a bitch for not liking someone that seems so likable.
I will agree with ashley and hope that I find love soon. So tired of finding the duds in the world. can't wait to be able to just chill and not have a packed schedule in Vancouver where I can just breathe. In that sweet new studio that'll be cheap to live in. yipee.
Found out the dugans want to take me on their vacation to mexico. yip yip. that means a week in mexico, followed by a week of road trip vacation. sounds perfect.
I'm going on a long road trip with some girls from the ranch. Can NOT wait. Its going to be amazing. Grand canyon, Vegas, San francisco, Napa Valley, the oregon Coast, portland and then up to seattle. With girls that I can trust and be friends with and just enjoy. And I will have money so I can actually buy something.
I'm trying hard not to spend much time with dan so that I can transition to the friend thing. Its always easier to transition to a friend if you don't have to see the dude everyday. But I see him and don't actually talk to him and that makes a difference. I hung out with this girl Rebecca today and she found out that I actually don't like Monica and almost cried she was so happy. ITs interesting how someone can be so fake and she fooled almost everyone on the ranch that she was great and now all but 2 or 3 of 30 don't realize what she is. It validates my feelings. Makes me feel like I'm not that big of a bitch for not liking someone that seems so likable.
I will agree with ashley and hope that I find love soon. So tired of finding the duds in the world. can't wait to be able to just chill and not have a packed schedule in Vancouver where I can just breathe. In that sweet new studio that'll be cheap to live in. yipee.
Found out the dugans want to take me on their vacation to mexico. yip yip. that means a week in mexico, followed by a week of road trip vacation. sounds perfect.