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Hey people. I am actually going to do an update here. And It might be long, depending on how much I want to talk about and how much I want to type. It is 2:40 am... ^_^;; I should go to bed.
Let's see. I'll start with College and go from there.
I am going to be going to Salem State college, for those of you who don't know. I plan on transfering, but I need to start off somewhere. I had my orientation on Thrusday-Friday. It wasn't bad. Alittle boring, long, and tiring. I had to get up at 5 that morning to get there on time. I took a nap around 8, while others went to do other stuff. When I work up, my roommate informed me that there had been an incident in the dormrooms. On the fith level, a female student, who had been to the school for a year or two now, had her boyfriend over. They were having an arguement, and he pulled out a knife and stabbed her. There was blood on the floor, the elevators were blocked off, floor 5 was completely locked off. We had to use the stairs all night. There were police everywhere, crime tape, flashing lights. It was kinda scary. Unfortunetly this was happening past 11 at night. All I wanted to do was actually talk to an adult figure, but the only one I knew it wouldn't be asleep, didn't answer his phone. So the night was alittle shaky, But it went on. The second day was also long, and kinda boring, but none the less fun, and than I went home,
While I was there I realized things. How much I am going to miss people. I am going to miss work, and the people I work with... Well some of them. Not being able to have the power to get up, and pop in for a visit when I randomly want to.... the realization really hit me when I was there. My last day of work is friday, and though I am so ready to not work at that damn store anymore, I know I am going to miss a few of the people. I have been there for over a year, and a lot has happened. And while there, some of us... kind of formed our own little family. Though at certain points part of that family left, and I still feel some emptiness inside because of it, I know we are all some form of a family. And I am leaving that. So that is going to be upseting, but I'll keep in touch and that's all that matters.
And than there is my actual family. I am sad about leaving them, but excited for the freedom. I don't feel as much sadness about leaving, because I know I will beback nearly every month, but I'm pretty sure that once I'm there for a few days I'll miss my Mommi and Daddi.
Moving on.
As for relationships. I don't even know. Moving on is always hard, but I refuse to force myself to forget about the love I had for someone else. I am flirt with almost any good looking guy I see, esspecially if they are interested in me. But if there is no connection, mental or phsyical, I am not going to settle for that, nor am I going to force myself into some relationship that I am not into. It will come when it will come right? At some point everyone will meet someone that will make them forget about the emptiness they had when there last relationshhip ended. Time. That's all people need. Though if you waste to much time, you will waste your life... or something.
Let's see...
So... On Demand put One Missed Call and One Missed Call 2 back on. Which I was uber excited about. I had seen the second one, and the series but not the first one. So I watched it. And at the end... I wasn't every happy with it... It kinda sucked. But than! I watched the second Movie again, and boom! It made so much more sense. And so I really like both movies, and I like the series better now too. Though I still like the second movie better, and I cried like a baby at the end again. Her boyfriend was so hot, and a good boyfriend. She was pretty herself, but I want to bang that guy.... Anyway
What else do I have to talk about. COnventions?
Lemme see. I haven't talked about CTcon. It was alot of fun. The costumes, the people, the events. It was very fun. I had a great time. And it was alot of fun seeing everyone down there. JUst hanging out was fun too.
I am hopfully going to AAC. I have a few cosplay ideas. I need to buy fabric beforeI go to college. Nothing to difficult. I won't have a lot of time to do anything to crazy. So I'll have to see what I can get done. But I really do want to go. I'm excited to go.
And... that's it I guess... It wasn't to long. and it was kinda a nutshell of my thoughts latly. It is now 3 am... I think I should go to bed....
Let's see. I'll start with College and go from there.
I am going to be going to Salem State college, for those of you who don't know. I plan on transfering, but I need to start off somewhere. I had my orientation on Thrusday-Friday. It wasn't bad. Alittle boring, long, and tiring. I had to get up at 5 that morning to get there on time. I took a nap around 8, while others went to do other stuff. When I work up, my roommate informed me that there had been an incident in the dormrooms. On the fith level, a female student, who had been to the school for a year or two now, had her boyfriend over. They were having an arguement, and he pulled out a knife and stabbed her. There was blood on the floor, the elevators were blocked off, floor 5 was completely locked off. We had to use the stairs all night. There were police everywhere, crime tape, flashing lights. It was kinda scary. Unfortunetly this was happening past 11 at night. All I wanted to do was actually talk to an adult figure, but the only one I knew it wouldn't be asleep, didn't answer his phone. So the night was alittle shaky, But it went on. The second day was also long, and kinda boring, but none the less fun, and than I went home,
While I was there I realized things. How much I am going to miss people. I am going to miss work, and the people I work with... Well some of them. Not being able to have the power to get up, and pop in for a visit when I randomly want to.... the realization really hit me when I was there. My last day of work is friday, and though I am so ready to not work at that damn store anymore, I know I am going to miss a few of the people. I have been there for over a year, and a lot has happened. And while there, some of us... kind of formed our own little family. Though at certain points part of that family left, and I still feel some emptiness inside because of it, I know we are all some form of a family. And I am leaving that. So that is going to be upseting, but I'll keep in touch and that's all that matters.
And than there is my actual family. I am sad about leaving them, but excited for the freedom. I don't feel as much sadness about leaving, because I know I will beback nearly every month, but I'm pretty sure that once I'm there for a few days I'll miss my Mommi and Daddi.
Moving on.
As for relationships. I don't even know. Moving on is always hard, but I refuse to force myself to forget about the love I had for someone else. I am flirt with almost any good looking guy I see, esspecially if they are interested in me. But if there is no connection, mental or phsyical, I am not going to settle for that, nor am I going to force myself into some relationship that I am not into. It will come when it will come right? At some point everyone will meet someone that will make them forget about the emptiness they had when there last relationshhip ended. Time. That's all people need. Though if you waste to much time, you will waste your life... or something.
Let's see...
So... On Demand put One Missed Call and One Missed Call 2 back on. Which I was uber excited about. I had seen the second one, and the series but not the first one. So I watched it. And at the end... I wasn't every happy with it... It kinda sucked. But than! I watched the second Movie again, and boom! It made so much more sense. And so I really like both movies, and I like the series better now too. Though I still like the second movie better, and I cried like a baby at the end again. Her boyfriend was so hot, and a good boyfriend. She was pretty herself, but I want to bang that guy.... Anyway
What else do I have to talk about. COnventions?
Lemme see. I haven't talked about CTcon. It was alot of fun. The costumes, the people, the events. It was very fun. I had a great time. And it was alot of fun seeing everyone down there. JUst hanging out was fun too.
I am hopfully going to AAC. I have a few cosplay ideas. I need to buy fabric beforeI go to college. Nothing to difficult. I won't have a lot of time to do anything to crazy. So I'll have to see what I can get done. But I really do want to go. I'm excited to go.
And... that's it I guess... It wasn't to long. and it was kinda a nutshell of my thoughts latly. It is now 3 am... I think I should go to bed....