Oct 02, 2006 22:44
I just had one of those very scary moments of my life. A friend that has become very dear, and close to me over the past month just came to me. Came to me saying things like, "I work so hard for nothing." "Bearly anything makes me happy anymore." "I am scared to be alone." How the hell can I react to that. I don't want to freak out right? But I don't want to show my tears, I don't want to make it worse. To think that I am one of the few friends that this friend thinks they have. To know that they think that there Mother and Sisters hate them, and they are only bothering there Dad. To be responded with "Will they" when I ask "Do you know how many would hurt, if you got hurt." I don't know if it was just a bad night for them, they did come to me telling me how they ran over a cat on the way home. Or is it more serious... I don't know what to think but it scares me. I can't help but cry right now, not matter what I tell myself, what I do, what I listen to. I am trying to just sit, hold something dear to me, and listen to something dear to me, but it isn't helping... This is the first time I have ever been faced with something like this, and it scares me, how and supose to react, what can I do?