Oct 25, 2009 21:41
Do you ever feel like punching someone so hard that they feel as much pain and anger that you do. That’s how I feel right now, no matter how much I try to get rid of it, the anger is still there, festering until I want to hit something. I’m stuck in life and can’t get out of this hell hole of emotions. I am tired of being blamed for things that are accidents or for people assuming that they know me. They don’t know my motivations; they don’t know my mind, why do they seem to try to guess at what I think. He wants to make me admit my mistake but, oh no, that’s not enough; I have to get down on my knees and apologize. Well I won’t give him the satisfaction because he doesn’t deserve it. I need to hurry up with my life and get out before I become bitter and angry like he is. I will apologize to the intended person but not someone who wants to make others to feel bitter just like HIM. I dislike the situation I’m in but I won’t run from it, won’t give HIM the satisfaction. I’m going to continue down on my path and triumph over misconceptions and assumptions.