once again,been far too long...
since i wrote in my journal. i don't know where to start. i guess basically, i'm about to go through a major lifestyle change. i'm getting gastric bypass surgery. i'm a little scared but at the same time excited. i've weighed my options and looked at all the risks. i've had my pyschological evaluation,taked to the dietician,talked to the surgeon,talked it over with my parents and i'm doing it. it's going to be a challenge for sure but if i have support from my friends and family that would help tremendously. i'm doing this for my health. even though i'm not bothered by my weight physically now, doesn't mean i won't develop health problems later. it's stricly a preventative measure, but i guess it helps knowing i will finally be thin, something i never thought i would be. well, here's to my new life, now i can really get busy living. jesus that sounded cheesy...