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Sooo I should be writing my literature paper but since I have been sitting here for like 3 and a half hours I have decided to take a little break. I am sick of school and I am sick of studying but I find myself in a really sad mood all of a sudden. I am thinking about this past school year and how things were so different from my freshman year and how much things have just changed from one semester to the next. I know I have done a lot of complaining and have said many times how much I hate it here but I do truly value my friends. If it weren't for Christina this past year I probably wouldn't have made it. She sees me in a way that no one else sees me. We have an understanding between each other and even though we sometimes piss each other off, we are always there for each other in the end. She is such a good friend to me, shes one of the best friends I have and I am grateful for that. I think I have changed as a person, and she stuck by me through even my worst times. I stuck by her too, because like I said we have an understanding of each other. I am not excluding anyone and I am not saying that I don't value all the friendships that I made this past year or my friendships from before, I am just simply saying that she made an impact on me and I am so glad that we're going to be room-mates next year and that I can call her my friend.

Another person who has made a major difference in me this semester is David. I know everyone must get sick of reading about him in here, but he makes me so happy. More happy then I have been in a very very long time. He also understands me. He knows my past and now we are starting a future together. He is the only other one who understands me on that different level. Even though he lives so far away he has been here as much for me as Christina has. I am thankful to the both of them...

Alright well now that I am all teary, I must get back to my paper...