i feel like shit
hey everyone. how are u. my day was horrible. i wake up whith my stepmom yelling. shes always yelling. then all my friends are fighting i try to help and everyone gets mad at me. chris stuck up for me then everyone got mad at him and now no one will talk to him and its all my fault. this sux. Its like no matter how hard i try i fuck everything up. mom may go to jail now for the fraud thing. The court sent her a letter saying she has to come up here and go to court for a day which now she said shes going to loose her job. the fraud thing is over me too. Its like no matter what I do I fuck with everything around me till theres nothing left. Im so sick of crying. I cried so hard i couldnt breathe and i threw up and i just want it all to go away. its like i help everyone around me but no not one damn person besides chris will help me out a lil. im getting to the point where i dont care anymore. There are somethings i want to say but cant say on here and it will take way to long to type. Im just gonna go. ttyl