cant stop crying
mom/shep : shep is a nice guy god only know3s what he must think of u
fatmomma_123: well sorry but i dont care what the fuck he thinks of me
fatmomma_123: he deffinately knows im jasons little sister
mom/shep : yes better and I do not want to c that shit again. what's wrong with u 2day?
fatmomma_123: not a damn thing
mom/shep : what is ur problem
fatmomma_123: nothin mom
fatmomma_123: i cant find ur letter sorry
mom/shep : bull ........answer me straight up
fatmomma_123: how is jason
mom/shep : and as far as I am concerned I do not have a som named Jason
fatmomma_123: wtf!?! dont say that mom
mom/shep : he has done nothing for me to help me only hurt me and make the transition here that much more difficult
fatmomma_123: put him on the computer
mom/shep : he is not here and even if he was here he would not b here
fatmomma_123: he needs to lay off the shit and get off my butt about it
mom/shep : if u only knew. I have already asked Shep when the time comes in a few weeks to get my things once ai find a place of my own to b the one to help me move and he said yes, Jay is nothing more than a user and taker!!!!!!!!!!!
fatmomma_123: fuck him
mom/shep : getoff ur butt about what?
fatmomma_123: doing drugs
mom/shep : yeah, like he has room to talk!!!!
fatmomma_123: no shit
mom/shep : nothing like snorting painpills
mom/shep : oh, well, I start work a week from this monday the 23rd. I hope and pray all that I am doin and putting into this to be with u and have a nicer life together all comes together otherwise I don't know what my frame of mind and being would be like
mom/shep : I learned how to read blood pressure and draw blood and use a hoylift to get people out of bed and how to use and bic pen on a trech victim who has lost or removed his/her trech. Also how to give bed baths and save someone from a third story burning building.
fatmomma_123: thats cool mom
mom/shep : well. r u impressed lol
fatmomma_123: yea
mom/shep : megan, I do miss u so much right or wrong besides being my one and only daughter u happen to also be my buddy, my bestest friend in the whole wide4 world!!!!!!!!
fatmomma_123: i know mom i love u
mom/shep : People say that I am wrong to b this way with you but I can"t help is I never have a sister and I always wanted a daughter so ur stuck with me!
fatmomma_123: who says ur wrong
fatmomma_123: god i feel like im dying my chest is killin me and its makin me dizzy
mom/shep : did u take anything? Maybe I am upsetting u. I"ll log off 4 now.XXOO
fatmomma_123: no i didnt and ur not upseting me mom
mom/shep : Can't quit crying.....going to the beach. bye
i just want my mom back but it seems like everytime i talk to her i get pissed off cause i can help but think everying is my fault like always. lifes a bitch......then we die..... so so true
fatmomma_123: well sorry but i dont care what the fuck he thinks of me
fatmomma_123: he deffinately knows im jasons little sister
mom/shep : yes better and I do not want to c that shit again. what's wrong with u 2day?
fatmomma_123: not a damn thing
mom/shep : what is ur problem
fatmomma_123: nothin mom
fatmomma_123: i cant find ur letter sorry
mom/shep : bull ........answer me straight up
fatmomma_123: how is jason
mom/shep : and as far as I am concerned I do not have a som named Jason
fatmomma_123: wtf!?! dont say that mom
mom/shep : he has done nothing for me to help me only hurt me and make the transition here that much more difficult
fatmomma_123: put him on the computer
mom/shep : he is not here and even if he was here he would not b here
fatmomma_123: he needs to lay off the shit and get off my butt about it
mom/shep : if u only knew. I have already asked Shep when the time comes in a few weeks to get my things once ai find a place of my own to b the one to help me move and he said yes, Jay is nothing more than a user and taker!!!!!!!!!!!
fatmomma_123: fuck him
mom/shep : getoff ur butt about what?
fatmomma_123: doing drugs
mom/shep : yeah, like he has room to talk!!!!
fatmomma_123: no shit
mom/shep : nothing like snorting painpills
mom/shep : oh, well, I start work a week from this monday the 23rd. I hope and pray all that I am doin and putting into this to be with u and have a nicer life together all comes together otherwise I don't know what my frame of mind and being would be like
mom/shep : I learned how to read blood pressure and draw blood and use a hoylift to get people out of bed and how to use and bic pen on a trech victim who has lost or removed his/her trech. Also how to give bed baths and save someone from a third story burning building.
fatmomma_123: thats cool mom
mom/shep : well. r u impressed lol
fatmomma_123: yea
mom/shep : megan, I do miss u so much right or wrong besides being my one and only daughter u happen to also be my buddy, my bestest friend in the whole wide4 world!!!!!!!!
fatmomma_123: i know mom i love u
mom/shep : People say that I am wrong to b this way with you but I can"t help is I never have a sister and I always wanted a daughter so ur stuck with me!
fatmomma_123: who says ur wrong
fatmomma_123: god i feel like im dying my chest is killin me and its makin me dizzy
mom/shep : did u take anything? Maybe I am upsetting u. I"ll log off 4 now.XXOO
fatmomma_123: no i didnt and ur not upseting me mom
mom/shep : Can't quit crying.....going to the beach. bye
i just want my mom back but it seems like everytime i talk to her i get pissed off cause i can help but think everying is my fault like always. lifes a bitch......then we die..... so so true