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My birthday is in four days!! December 29th!
Yeah I know it is Christmas and I should be happy as everything, but right now I just am not. I guess it is because I don't have a special someone to spend Christmas with and everyone else that was at the party I was just at did. I was like the 5th wheel so it was kinda uncomfortable. So now I am just a little sad. I am trying to remember the whole reason for the season but it is hard when you have someone else flaunting that they have someone that you don't in front of you. And to think this person really didn't do a whole lot of anything to do this, but I guess she didn't have to. She just basically had to be there and that was enough already, but to see her touching him, just breaks my heart in two. So yes I am upset and said right now, but it is ok I am sure it will pass.
Yeah I know it is Christmas and I should be happy as everything, but right now I just am not. I guess it is because I don't have a special someone to spend Christmas with and everyone else that was at the party I was just at did. I was like the 5th wheel so it was kinda uncomfortable. So now I am just a little sad. I am trying to remember the whole reason for the season but it is hard when you have someone else flaunting that they have someone that you don't in front of you. And to think this person really didn't do a whole lot of anything to do this, but I guess she didn't have to. She just basically had to be there and that was enough already, but to see her touching him, just breaks my heart in two. So yes I am upset and said right now, but it is ok I am sure it will pass.