Goodbye Ramadhan...Hello Syawal
This year's Ramadhan aka Fasting Month, it is really different from last year....
Alot has happened and I know this is just Allah telling me how much Allah loves me...
This year i failed to fulfil one goal... Semester 2 for UniSIM began... oh and a dearest friend lost her mom... still sadden by that incident...
other than that i was put on a test by Allah where Allah really test me on my Iman and Patience.
Alhamdullilah, he gave me great friends to support me during these trying times... and I am so so thankful he had brought them in my life... I couldnt ask for more but for Allah to protect us all and forgive those who try to bring us down... ^_^
So far the tide has been rising and falling... the thought of giving up did came across my mind... but if i can go offense i will but i'm not going to do it... reason being no point in going offense and show my ugly side to people who won't back down... if i go offense, those who really wanna see me go down will be rejoicing instead... and yes i would have failed this test Allah has given me... :'(
So anyway i shall lived on, lay low and be ignorant but still on alert....
So what's the other diff between last Ramadhan and this?
i have more buddies than last year...yea no more emo Maya who always really really low profile...now i have buddies to laugh, cry and talk nonsense with within EU... hehe... we are really some bunch of crazy kids sometimes... XP
i spend most of my time in Singapore than JB this year.. yea i only went back when my parents want to go back.. and now i miss my BooBoo and Mummy!!! :'(
Oh speaking of JB....NEW HOUSE HAS COMPLETED!!!! yessa~! and i saw my room.. yes i'm going to get my own personal room.. no more sharing!! *dances* but shifting, hmm i guess will have to wait till next year...
Before i forget... i dunno if i was stupiak but i made a promise with my mommy... and its concerning about my life and future... >.< haiz hopefully Allah will help me though this "problem" too... all i can say is i must complete this mission by age 30 or my mom will intervene... :(
Well my wishes for this coming Syawal and the days, weeks, months and years to come...
Have a better life... filled it with more joys and make it less sad... continue to have great friendships with my close pals and buddies... no more tears and angst... and learn to be more patient than i was before... never forget Allah and my family... push up my GPA... live a healthy life... and ultimate goal... ACCOMPLISH MY MISSION!!!! Insya-Allah....
So yea... last but not least... I wish to seek forgiveness from all if i have ever offended or hurt you in any way..whether its a big or small mistake... I am truly sorry m(_ _)m... Hopefully we can learn to forgive and forget and let bygones be bygones... ^_^
Have a great weekend...Happy Holidays...Happy National Day... and
Minal Aidil wa Faizin... Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri....
Alot has happened and I know this is just Allah telling me how much Allah loves me...
This year i failed to fulfil one goal... Semester 2 for UniSIM began... oh and a dearest friend lost her mom... still sadden by that incident...
other than that i was put on a test by Allah where Allah really test me on my Iman and Patience.
Alhamdullilah, he gave me great friends to support me during these trying times... and I am so so thankful he had brought them in my life... I couldnt ask for more but for Allah to protect us all and forgive those who try to bring us down... ^_^
So far the tide has been rising and falling... the thought of giving up did came across my mind... but if i can go offense i will but i'm not going to do it... reason being no point in going offense and show my ugly side to people who won't back down... if i go offense, those who really wanna see me go down will be rejoicing instead... and yes i would have failed this test Allah has given me... :'(
So anyway i shall lived on, lay low and be ignorant but still on alert....
So what's the other diff between last Ramadhan and this?
i have more buddies than last year...yea no more emo Maya who always really really low profile...now i have buddies to laugh, cry and talk nonsense with within EU... hehe... we are really some bunch of crazy kids sometimes... XP
i spend most of my time in Singapore than JB this year.. yea i only went back when my parents want to go back.. and now i miss my BooBoo and Mummy!!! :'(
Oh speaking of JB....NEW HOUSE HAS COMPLETED!!!! yessa~! and i saw my room.. yes i'm going to get my own personal room.. no more sharing!! *dances* but shifting, hmm i guess will have to wait till next year...
Before i forget... i dunno if i was stupiak but i made a promise with my mommy... and its concerning about my life and future... >.< haiz hopefully Allah will help me though this "problem" too... all i can say is i must complete this mission by age 30 or my mom will intervene... :(
Well my wishes for this coming Syawal and the days, weeks, months and years to come...
Have a better life... filled it with more joys and make it less sad... continue to have great friendships with my close pals and buddies... no more tears and angst... and learn to be more patient than i was before... never forget Allah and my family... push up my GPA... live a healthy life... and ultimate goal... ACCOMPLISH MY MISSION!!!! Insya-Allah....
So yea... last but not least... I wish to seek forgiveness from all if i have ever offended or hurt you in any way..whether its a big or small mistake... I am truly sorry m(_ _)m... Hopefully we can learn to forgive and forget and let bygones be bygones... ^_^
Have a great weekend...Happy Holidays...Happy National Day... and
Minal Aidil wa Faizin... Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri....