the lost touch
well it may seem i have changed alot ...apparently i dun deny that i really have changed alot...
okie so first and foremost yea i guess with me moving to Johor and all this and that going on in my life, i actually have lost touch on my fangirling...
i rarely update myself on Arashi shows nor do i even bother watching any after that... even communicating with my regular fangirls too i have rarely done any.... my last being agreeing on having another screening with the oncoming release of Arashi's Beautiful World DVD on yamaxkaze's FB page...after that when my laptop crashed for 3 weeks, i didnt do anything about updating myself.... yea this is where i have lost my touch...the touch that once i had focused myself so much on that i forgotten other things that are really important in my life... not that i'm no longer an Arashi fan..i still love Arashi..but i'm only cutting down on my fangirling activities like i used to do...
Ever since my laptop crashed, i have been focusing on my family and work and my driving...till i realise what i want my future to be... somehow god made me realise my life is not about fangirling only.... during that period, i read books pertaining to Islam which my sister borrowed from her friend which brought me closer to god, i even owned a property in Malaysia [i'm actually the 3rd owner after my mom and my 2nd sis] and yea i also met someone who actually made me want to change even more... somehow after all these things which god have made me go through, i found peace in me.... i'm no longer the rebellious, hot headed, annoying, hot tempered person i used to be.... in fact i have become more patience and i also have relied on god to find my inner peace which Alhamdullilah i have able to control all those bad behaviour i used to have....
I guess 2012 so far has been one of my most fruitful year ever...i hoping for better things to come by in the months and years to come..Insya-allah...
okie so first and foremost yea i guess with me moving to Johor and all this and that going on in my life, i actually have lost touch on my fangirling...
i rarely update myself on Arashi shows nor do i even bother watching any after that... even communicating with my regular fangirls too i have rarely done any.... my last being agreeing on having another screening with the oncoming release of Arashi's Beautiful World DVD on yamaxkaze's FB page...after that when my laptop crashed for 3 weeks, i didnt do anything about updating myself.... yea this is where i have lost my touch...the touch that once i had focused myself so much on that i forgotten other things that are really important in my life... not that i'm no longer an Arashi fan..i still love Arashi..but i'm only cutting down on my fangirling activities like i used to do...
Ever since my laptop crashed, i have been focusing on my family and work and my driving...till i realise what i want my future to be... somehow god made me realise my life is not about fangirling only.... during that period, i read books pertaining to Islam which my sister borrowed from her friend which brought me closer to god, i even owned a property in Malaysia [i'm actually the 3rd owner after my mom and my 2nd sis] and yea i also met someone who actually made me want to change even more... somehow after all these things which god have made me go through, i found peace in me.... i'm no longer the rebellious, hot headed, annoying, hot tempered person i used to be.... in fact i have become more patience and i also have relied on god to find my inner peace which Alhamdullilah i have able to control all those bad behaviour i used to have....
I guess 2012 so far has been one of my most fruitful year ever...i hoping for better things to come by in the months and years to come..Insya-allah...