Jul 23, 2007 00:10
I know I haven't updated this in awhile but I just needed to express my feelings somewhere, over the weekend my grandfather passed away and I’m having a really hard time handling it, mostly because this is all new to me, I’ve never had to really go through something like this before. The sad thing about it all is that I don't know how to act right now, when I’m not with my family I’m not fine but ok, when I see anyone in my family right now I break down, it just really sucks right now and its only going to get harder as the week goes on.
"Death is but crossing the world, as friends do the seas: they live in one another still" -William Penn, More Fruits of Solitude.
"Never been so tired, never been so lost....I strive to be in control; the hardest thing for me is to let go..." Winter Winter Spring- This Day & Age