Sep 14, 2004 18:31
I feel like being numb. There is no escape anymore. Even my dreams defy me.
Every day I think all day about situations events random bullshit, I dread going to sleep because I know I'll lie there for god knows how long thinking. I finally fall asleep only to dream about mostly things I'd rather not dream about. Wake up with the most false sense of whatever the emotion of the day is.
Need a break from my mind.