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why is everything so damn hard for me? i'm apparently like the only one havin trouble adjusting to everything and im terrified of the real world. i definitely think this is a part of me..everytime there is some kind of drastic change i cry and get all depressed ive noticed it happens every time and i know everything happens for a reason and i trust that everything will be ok and its not as bad as i make it out to be but it is so hard to get to that point! i just want to be happy and carefree and not have to worry about havin friends or where my life will go. i would give anything to be the happy college kid that has all the time in the world to see every friend and be able to make friends fast and just not care. but im not. and i dont even know who i am or what kind of person i want to be.
and i dont think its a good thing if u truly dread going back to school for a week. thats bad but hey its me
and i dont think its a good thing if u truly dread going back to school for a week. thats bad but hey its me