Oct 19, 2005 11:42
I'm truly sorry for anything I said that might've offended people while I was down in Ft. Myers. I was deeply depressed and anything but rational at the time. If this silence is because of that...please break it, even if only to yell at me. I need to know that someone's listening. I'm so scared right now, and I don't even know why. I just need to know my friends are there...I don't want to leave everyone on terms like this; just tell me what I need to do, and I'll do it. I'll do anything for forgiveness and acceptance at this point. I mean it.