Aug 07, 2006 10:00
Argh I should have known it was too good to be true. Last night was the same horrible sleep I normally get and a little worse actually. I fell asleep at like 10:30 which is odd cause I don't normally fall asleep until later, I woke back up at 12 and was up for an hour and a half. So then I woke up at four and at this point couldn't get back to sleep so I stayed up. I tried to sleep by laying in bed for a while until maybe 5:30 but I gave up and started watching Full Metal Alchemist.
I stopped watching it when I discovered that It was missing episodes lol That made me sad but I'll just find them on line, watch them, and go back to the dvds later. I'm working on a FMA fan-art That's really cute and When I'm done it'll be on deviant. I'll let ya know so you can check it out.
So I keep getting this weird, for lack of a better word, feeling in my head lately. I don't really know how to describe it. It started last week when Sam was here and I thought nothing of it but it keeps happening. Basically, and remember I don't really know how to describe it, It's almost like a light headed feeling. My head feels kind of heavy after a second and then, it's not really like physical pain, more like a mental pain, and just reflexes make me grab my head and kind of curl up. Like I get a feeling like maybe if I put pressure on my head I can contain it cause it feels It's, I don't know swelling up? like pressure is trying to release itself but It's extremely uncomfortable and I don't know what to do cause it's happening more often now. Anyway, I'm writing cause if anyone knows what it is or how to stop it, please let me know cause I don't want it to happen again.
So I'm dead tired again today and I'm off to be exhausted.
~Rinoa: Gosh, you're such a pessimist. There are no guarantees in the future. That's why TODAY, the time we have now, is important. Squall, we wanna help you, as much as we can, for as long as we can. We all love you. There, I said it. Please don't freak out. We just wanna live, y'know, live through this time with you, together.
Squall: ...Together...?
Rinoa: Keep it in the back of your mind. Call on us whenever you need to. We'll be waiting.~
Quote from Final Fantasy VIII. I really like the character development in FFVIII and it was well written so here's a fund quote! Wouldn't you love someone to tell you that?