Jul 08, 2006 21:53
I really can never remember to update this thing!! Oh well, I do when I remember and I'm getting better at it than I was before...
So, Unfortunately my summer hasn't really started yet because I'm still painting the music hall... -.-' Don't ask me when it will be done cause my answer is when Hell freezes over! I have successfully completed the sky by myself and Caila has been working on the buildings. Bless her heart. She has amazing talent and is a wonderful painter if only...
SHE WASN'T SO GOD DAMN SLOWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!
But she knows I think this way and starting this week I have to help her complete the buildings. I shouldn't rant about this but I finished the sky all the way around the room in five days with a multitude of long breaks and Caila finished eight buildings with no lights or detail. They are merely shaded brown cubes on the horizon. I would go insane if I wasn't so confident in her abilities and I know no matter what, she will pull it off and make if beautiful.
Well When my summer DOES start, it's time for a job hunt. I need to find a job for the year I'm taking off cause of course ~ I'm not going to school next year. It kinda hurts to be left behind but I mean, I'm good at hiding my feelings. Luckily, lol not many people actually read this so I have no worries.
I'm getting worse and worse these days. I've been having blackouts more frequently and I'm constantly tired. I was drawing the other day and I passed out. I have no recollection of the event. I just know that I was drawing and then Sam was shaking me and calling my name. Don't know how long I was out either but it sucks. I also found a huge bump on my head a few days prior to this. My head has been in a lot of pain and I had to sleep with an ice pack. Don't know how I got the bump. I laugh about this stuff when I tell people but in reality it's a little scary. If I'm in this bad of a condition, who knows What I could do. I don't want to pass out on the ladder at the school ~ I might not be so lucky if THAT happens. And then again, I would probably just laugh it off.
Anyway, lol Nice to rant knowing like no one reads this lol So in a way ~ I'm talking to myself making me MORE crazy...wonderful
Well I leave with this...
~Those who forget the past are condemned to repeat it~
Farewell.