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I am a little proud of myself for the way I've been choosing to deal with various situations. I'll manage my own anger :D People overly annoy me sometimes but I suppose its because I let them annoy me..........
but mostly because they are annoying. Those are the hardest to deal with because if you're like "OMG STFU" they cry. Even if they don't cry they don't really understand what they've done wrong anyway...usually annoying people have good intentions so there really isn't a way out of it. Normal people err... polite people I should say, just kinda deal with it and keep in their comments. I, however, tend to tell them exactly what I think and end up being the bad guy. *Sigh* I get it though. I'm learning to keep it in. If you don't have something nice to say...
It's really not even people. Mostly just situations.... in which I'd usually explode. My fuse is super short, you see. Learning to relax is helping a little. A little. It can be fun sometimes though! It's like those Choose Your Own Adventure books.... "Mrs. Bitchface McGee makes a nasty comment about a new hairstyle you've been rocking right as you walk into the door. She doesn't even say hello!" -- To cuss her the fuck out and tell her how rude and nasty she is before ripping her apart about those yellow teeth, jacked up eyebrows, and thick mustache that you've been nice enough to never said anything about up until that moment turn to page 35.... To take a deep breath, smile, and tell her that you prefer your hair this way and compliment her one her ugly ass shoes anyway turn to page 40. Ok I mean I usually don't go so far as to cuss people out but I will usually speak my mind. However, I've been taking the higher road and boy is it hard. There are pushovers (a LOT of them, too...) and there are people like me who are at the other end of the spectrum... I want a happy median. Its fun deciding within seconds what is the best possible way to deal with a crap situation. It should be a real video game! Something like School Days! with "good" or "bad" ending depending on your decisions.
Man... the bad endings on the game were so horrible! The anime sucked so much though.... I feel like I wasted hours of my life watching it. The ending made me laugh though... like all of the bad endings in the game. I hate all of the characters and I like when they die. Not that I'm so morbid but it really did suck. I'm pissed. The song at the end is cool though.
I really want a nose ring but I don't know how it'd look on me...plus I don't want one of those holes in my face if I decide to take it out. More on that later.
That is all. <(-_-<)<(-_-)>(>-_-)> ZZZzz
They are sleeping ^^^. I took some Tryptophan last night. Heck yes. Tonight I will take some more. Yummy!
but mostly because they are annoying. Those are the hardest to deal with because if you're like "OMG STFU" they cry. Even if they don't cry they don't really understand what they've done wrong anyway...usually annoying people have good intentions so there really isn't a way out of it. Normal people err... polite people I should say, just kinda deal with it and keep in their comments. I, however, tend to tell them exactly what I think and end up being the bad guy. *Sigh* I get it though. I'm learning to keep it in. If you don't have something nice to say...
It's really not even people. Mostly just situations.... in which I'd usually explode. My fuse is super short, you see. Learning to relax is helping a little. A little. It can be fun sometimes though! It's like those Choose Your Own Adventure books.... "Mrs. Bitchface McGee makes a nasty comment about a new hairstyle you've been rocking right as you walk into the door. She doesn't even say hello!" -- To cuss her the fuck out and tell her how rude and nasty she is before ripping her apart about those yellow teeth, jacked up eyebrows, and thick mustache that you've been nice enough to never said anything about up until that moment turn to page 35.... To take a deep breath, smile, and tell her that you prefer your hair this way and compliment her one her ugly ass shoes anyway turn to page 40. Ok I mean I usually don't go so far as to cuss people out but I will usually speak my mind. However, I've been taking the higher road and boy is it hard. There are pushovers (a LOT of them, too...) and there are people like me who are at the other end of the spectrum... I want a happy median. Its fun deciding within seconds what is the best possible way to deal with a crap situation. It should be a real video game! Something like School Days! with "good" or "bad" ending depending on your decisions.
Man... the bad endings on the game were so horrible! The anime sucked so much though.... I feel like I wasted hours of my life watching it. The ending made me laugh though... like all of the bad endings in the game. I hate all of the characters and I like when they die. Not that I'm so morbid but it really did suck. I'm pissed. The song at the end is cool though.
I really want a nose ring but I don't know how it'd look on me...plus I don't want one of those holes in my face if I decide to take it out. More on that later.
That is all. <(-_-<)<(-_-)>(>-_-)> ZZZzz
They are sleeping ^^^. I took some Tryptophan last night. Heck yes. Tonight I will take some more. Yummy!