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I hate it when I feel that everything I've ever drawn is complete crap and completely worthless. I hate it when I look at a picture one day and think "I like how that turned out", but the next day I'll hate it and all I want to do is rip it into pieces and burn it.
You ever read the fic "Proportions"? ( http://www.prisonbreakfic.net/viewstory.php?sid=12 ) Sometimes I think I've met a Mr. Bridge of my own, a Mr. Bridge who has ruined my passion to draw. Because I don't feel the same way about drawing as I did a few years ago. I don't know what has changed. All I know is that I hate it.
I'm so tired right now. Woke up at 3 am, got a couple hours sleep after that, got up at 7 am and I haven't eaten almost anything all day.
And tomorrow (or sooner) I'll feel ashamed of this self-pitying crap I've just written.
You ever read the fic "Proportions"? ( http://www.prisonbreakfic.net/viewstory.php?sid=12 ) Sometimes I think I've met a Mr. Bridge of my own, a Mr. Bridge who has ruined my passion to draw. Because I don't feel the same way about drawing as I did a few years ago. I don't know what has changed. All I know is that I hate it.
I'm so tired right now. Woke up at 3 am, got a couple hours sleep after that, got up at 7 am and I haven't eaten almost anything all day.
And tomorrow (or sooner) I'll feel ashamed of this self-pitying crap I've just written.