Europe
So I leave for Europe in 36 hours and I have nothing ready. I havent started packing, I dont know if i need to buy anything last minute, and im kinda stressing out. The past week has been a mess and i think ive been an extra dick to some people that dont deserve it and im sorry. Let's see, where to begin...
Last Thursday: Car breaks down, clutch dies and brakes need work
Friday: Room Floods, really late for work because of car
Sat-Now: Mentally crazy trying to prepare for this vacation because its going to be amazing, but im going to
miss everyone, especially lisa
The situation with the car, going to cost 1500+ to get it fixed, i dont have 1500 to throw into my car, let alone 1500 for ANYTHING, so im rpetty concerned about that, and its going to be more than 1500 cuz theres probably more than just the clutch and brakes that need work and thats what the 1500 estimate is for.
I rely on my car way too much because i hate relying on other people for things. I had this conversation with lisa and lauren last night, but they were high so im gonna say it again here. Theres a difference between asking people for favors/having people do favors for u, and relying on people to do things for u. I HATE relying on people for things because it makes me feel less independant, im a very independent person and not having my car puts me in such a lost sense of mind because it makes me feel like im missing something, im not free to go where i want whenever i want to without a car, i feel confined to my area, and if i go out its at somebody elses convenience, and im not saying i dont appreciate it when other poeple take me out and shit, i just like being able to come and go as i please and have my own wheels, and without a car im a mess, i dont know what the fuck i did before i had my license, but i guess having a car constantly for over 3 years will do that to you, eh...i need to get over it and enjoy my next 2 weeks because this could be the best time of my life and i cant be in a bad mood for it.
I wish i could take people with me for this trip, it would be awesome to make like a eurotrip recreation with awesome people, like dan would need to come to europe because he just seems like he belongs there, Lisa obviously cuz shes my baby and i love her, Tim cuz well...hes tim, joe cuz hed get us in some crazy shit in europe that we'd never forget about and andy cuz shed be the source of entertainment (not an insult to u andy, dont get offended). But im stuck with the parents for 2 weeks. Don't get me wrong im completely looking forward to this trip, but being with only my parents for 2 weeks might just drive me crazy, thank god for alcohol...
Well anyways, enough of my rants and raves, good night people, have a nice 2 weeks in america without me
Last Thursday: Car breaks down, clutch dies and brakes need work
Friday: Room Floods, really late for work because of car
Sat-Now: Mentally crazy trying to prepare for this vacation because its going to be amazing, but im going to
miss everyone, especially lisa
The situation with the car, going to cost 1500+ to get it fixed, i dont have 1500 to throw into my car, let alone 1500 for ANYTHING, so im rpetty concerned about that, and its going to be more than 1500 cuz theres probably more than just the clutch and brakes that need work and thats what the 1500 estimate is for.
I rely on my car way too much because i hate relying on other people for things. I had this conversation with lisa and lauren last night, but they were high so im gonna say it again here. Theres a difference between asking people for favors/having people do favors for u, and relying on people to do things for u. I HATE relying on people for things because it makes me feel less independant, im a very independent person and not having my car puts me in such a lost sense of mind because it makes me feel like im missing something, im not free to go where i want whenever i want to without a car, i feel confined to my area, and if i go out its at somebody elses convenience, and im not saying i dont appreciate it when other poeple take me out and shit, i just like being able to come and go as i please and have my own wheels, and without a car im a mess, i dont know what the fuck i did before i had my license, but i guess having a car constantly for over 3 years will do that to you, eh...i need to get over it and enjoy my next 2 weeks because this could be the best time of my life and i cant be in a bad mood for it.
I wish i could take people with me for this trip, it would be awesome to make like a eurotrip recreation with awesome people, like dan would need to come to europe because he just seems like he belongs there, Lisa obviously cuz shes my baby and i love her, Tim cuz well...hes tim, joe cuz hed get us in some crazy shit in europe that we'd never forget about and andy cuz shed be the source of entertainment (not an insult to u andy, dont get offended). But im stuck with the parents for 2 weeks. Don't get me wrong im completely looking forward to this trip, but being with only my parents for 2 weeks might just drive me crazy, thank god for alcohol...
Well anyways, enough of my rants and raves, good night people, have a nice 2 weeks in america without me