Fariy tales what a joke.

[nazarite6]

Well anyways no one ever reads this so, I must say that it has been a year now that I and chris have not been together or I have slept with anyone. Im going to be 30yrs old soon and now I just what someone to hold me and I feel sex is way over rated im tried of having a broken hart laying alone at night and no one is there to reach over a hold. I love laying on mans chest hearing him breath and his hart beating with mine. Hell even my gay roomate has man, wow what hell am I chopped up meat??. I go to work come home read my books, paint, or just wishing I had some dame fine wine to go with all. I do miss living right down the road from a winery. Now I have never had boyfriend in the last ten years that I have only been with for couple mouths try a couple of years chris 3yrs,wesly 4yrs. Well there is martin but, we just friends with sex sometimes lol. He ending being the most sweet one out them very kind to me in bed and worte me love letters :). He tried to cook but, well lets just say not very good. I still want so bad to see the world and that will never change and I want to go into nature and film anmails yes away form all the nosise of people.

love laura