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the only people i've seen since i've been back in town are eddie, my sister, my mom and debbie. i came to realize that i really love debbie and that i'm glad i've known her since we were 6. it doesn't even matter how i say things, i never feel like i'm not explaining myself thorougly enough for her to get it.
i always feel like that. when something really bothers me i almost beat it into the ground trying to get people as riled up as i am to ensure this and i hardly ever feel like i do a good job.
i've talked in circles with a few others, but that's it.
certain people have become total lamers. almost to the point of driving me up the wall.
i'm really frustrated with a couple of things, actually individuals, right now.
all eddie and i do is watch harry potter, drink pop and eat tofu. not a bad way to live. i also yell at him for kicking his dog around, but that's only once in a while.
today we had a game of racquetball and both lost track of the score. it was still really fun.
javi invited me to have dinner at his house. i should technically be showered and ready to go, since i was supposed to be there at 7. instead i'm typing away.
i met a few people that i really like and want to keep in contact with. anyone who has ever tried to be my pen pal, heads up to frances wells, knows how shitty i am about that kind of thing. i'm also terrible about returning phone calls, but i've already had two long conversations with sean and one semi-long convo with sammy. maybe things have changed for me in that department or maybe i just really want to talk to them.
my resonsibilities as far as AVA goes are becoming clear and i can't wait to start working at planned parenthood again as soon as the semester starts. having nothing to do with the rock for choice event has left me feeling like a stranger.
i always feel like that. when something really bothers me i almost beat it into the ground trying to get people as riled up as i am to ensure this and i hardly ever feel like i do a good job.
i've talked in circles with a few others, but that's it.
certain people have become total lamers. almost to the point of driving me up the wall.
i'm really frustrated with a couple of things, actually individuals, right now.
all eddie and i do is watch harry potter, drink pop and eat tofu. not a bad way to live. i also yell at him for kicking his dog around, but that's only once in a while.
today we had a game of racquetball and both lost track of the score. it was still really fun.
javi invited me to have dinner at his house. i should technically be showered and ready to go, since i was supposed to be there at 7. instead i'm typing away.
i met a few people that i really like and want to keep in contact with. anyone who has ever tried to be my pen pal, heads up to frances wells, knows how shitty i am about that kind of thing. i'm also terrible about returning phone calls, but i've already had two long conversations with sean and one semi-long convo with sammy. maybe things have changed for me in that department or maybe i just really want to talk to them.
my resonsibilities as far as AVA goes are becoming clear and i can't wait to start working at planned parenthood again as soon as the semester starts. having nothing to do with the rock for choice event has left me feeling like a stranger.