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[nays_a_pirate]

I didn't forget you were here to listen. You always are. I pretended not to care again. It came so easily. What a familiar feeling. I did not sleep until four last night. My mind was full of thoughts. It's crazy how no matter what I still hope deep down inside that I will one day actualy be more important. I realize that whatever you are doing when you could be doing something else must be more important.

I am disappointed in my parents.