*Today is a hella bad day*
Today it has been a year since Aunt Shell died. I havent gotten to talk to Nicole yet to see how her and Billy are doin b/c it was their mom. Its been such a bad day. I almost got caught with cigarettes but damn am I sly at hidin em. I went to take my damn watch to get a battery and my sister lost the damn thing in my car somewhere. I lost my damn Mac card.. have no clue where the hell its at. On top of it all since sunday I been thinkin Im pregnant. I just dont know what to do anymore about anything. I am stressing out way too much and I know if I am pregnant that is definitely not good for the baby. Thank god I am moving in 2 weeks. Britt and I get our own attic a whole floor to ourselves.. its a nice lil space that we can share. We have our own bathroom and tons of party space. We all call it the loft. It kind of is but not really.. its cool tho. Tarah Im gonna miss u so much- who am I gonna cry to now?? U better come stay with me at my new house when u come into town! But anywho im off to work.. maybe get my mind off things for a bit.. Peace!