Jul 08, 2010 23:51
Tears run down my face as the pain of my loss settles in further
The knife plunges deeper and the silence only makes it burn more
Moments and times past come to light and I cry in realization that their won't be more
I feel like I am in a nightmare but yet I can't even awake from it
The reality is that sleep isn't an escape I can endulge
If I sleep you are in my dreams and even good dreams leave my waking moments more painful
The song Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart by Alicia Keys is on my Pandora right now and it is giving me chills... I can only pray that I can find a way to make it without you as my best friend.... they say time heals all but I don't know if time will fully heal this wound but I know it will get easier... its all I have to hold onto....