Shit sucks

Sep 10, 2005 04:15

I wish that some things could be different but you can't erase the past... As much as I wish the world was an erasable pen, and you could fix the mistakes that were made by a stroke or two, things can't be changed. They have to be dealt with, we all have to deal with are own un erasable problems. I was told things I didn't know that were needed to be known, that were unfairly told to me at bullshit times... most definatly unpourposely because of jelously, which is soooo childish... IS THERE ANYTHING THAT WILL MAKE SOME PPL GROW UP????? I guess the person in question is beyond help... which was known but not absorbed. Because I only wanted to help. But I don't care anymore. I have been past my time of trying and it just dosen't matter anymore. Did I want that to happen? NO. I don't like to let go of ppl. cause it makes me feel like I gave up which I don't like to do, but it can't be helped sometimes.... You can't fight for nothing forever.... Some ppl want help and some don't. Some prentend that they want help, and some need it for real. Sweet dreams are made of these... And who am I to disagree?? If the misery is what is really wanted then have fun, but I love my position, and imbrace it... the people around me have never been judgmental, or overbearing, just understanding. Most of the time thats all you need. In fact the understanding and acceptance has always healped me through most of my problems. Let me ask you all why we all came togther in the first place, because we all accept each other. Now it seems like we are all breaking apart and that tears me to peaces. I only want us all to consider each other and our feelings. We can't know unless we talk and let each other know. But we can't do it accusingly because we shoulden't be treating each other like that. But everyone jumps the gun and picks on each other these days. I'm not saying i'm innocent but i just hate seeing everyone go through this stupid shit. I miss having the honesty that we all used to share.
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