little book of lost things
I am tired of loosing. Of loosing people and things. I hate odnoklassniki.ru. It reminds me of things I lost. The older I get the more I seem to lose. More with each year. I lost my grandfather when I was fifteen. It seemed to ok then. I had everyone else left: my parents, my grandmother, my friends, my dog. Then I went to MGU and lost some school friends, but it seemed ok too, I still had my family, my new friends, my dog. Then I left the country. I lost more friends... but. That is how it went. NYU friends. My grandmother went. Then my dog. My law school friends. Then my mother. Then another friend. I am fucking tired. And then odnoklassniki.ru came around. So you log in you chat with people you used to know, but then you come to realize that they are strangers. It is like going back to the city you used to know but don't anymore. Fuck, I just wonder who is next. Who am I gone miss next?