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Jun 14, 2005 00:04

Hey kids. My name is Natalie but it might as well be Nay*
I guess you should know. Im only fourteen; but that doesnt mean a thing
Ive gone through every type of situation so never underestimate me for a minute.
On that note. No i dont drink.smoke.do drugs. I never have and never will.
I have strong views on them & dont think theyre even worth the money;time;or energy
Im the most sarcastic person youll ever meet in your entire life
If your offended by sarcasm; dont even bother becoming my friend or holding a conversation with me.
I really get annoyed when people copy me. or other people. fakes in general annoy me.
You have your insecurities; i have mine. Nobodys perfect.
Mine are probably just a little more intense than yours; but insecurities nonetheless.
I'll always be unhappy with everything. I'm a perfectionist, so nothing is ever good enough.
The only thing that makes me happy 24/7 is my Savior, my Father, Jesus Christ.
Yeah yeah; im a Jesus freak. Get used to it. & if you dont like it. Its not meant to be. He is my life.
I never have a boyfriend. Simply because I just have crushes that i usually keep a secret.
& im used to heartbreak. So im not one to jump into a relationship fast at all. My hearts been broken more than you think.
Im a big flirt. But i dont usually let a guy know that i like him; unless i have a lot of feelings for him.
I laugh too much. I smile too much. Im way too happy; butilikeitthatway.
I have a past im ashamed of. But its made me who i am today. So i dont regret anything at all.
Im a sucker for a sweet talker. Im a hopeless romantic. All that gushy stuff.
All i want is for a guy to hold me, tell me i mean the world to him & kiss me on the forehead.
Ill melt right there in your arms and ill never let go.
I have the greatest friends in the entire world. I wouldnt trade them for anything. Nobody makes me smile like they do.
[Silv;Dani;Kayf;Reems]-- Theyve been there for me through everything & have always been a shoulder for me to cry on.
Sean is simply the greatest guy ive ever met. Never a dull moment with him.
I have those times where i just hate myself, hate my life, & just wanna run away.
But then i look at my friends and realize i couldnt live without them.
I cant be labeled because i wear too many different things. I live in my converse but i cant let go of my "prep" side.
Im a JV cheerleader but Id much rather be playing football with the boys.
I like to get pretty and what not but I like myself better with no makeup and bummy clothes on.
I cut my nails way too short; but thats just the way that i like them.
I'm a virgin. & it will stay that way til marriage. Trust me on this one.
My favorite band in the entire world is Sugarcult. I could care less if you like them or not. theymeantheworldtome.
Im not here to make best friends; ive already got those. Im not here to find the boy of my dreams; ill probably never find him. & im not here for an "ego boost". I could care less how many people say im gorgeous; beautiful; etc.
Beauty is skin deep. Personality is what matters.
I do waste too much time on AiM & Myspace. But I like it that way.
You could take everything in the world away from me. And id still be happier than you could imagine. Simply because i still have God.
I was Saved on January 14, 2005 and it was the best decision I've ever made.
This was long but if you read all of that i think were in love.
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