Do you like it well done? Cuz, I do it well.
Yes, yes. I titled my blog after that lame Justin Timberlake song. Speaking of which, he'd be nowhere without Timbaland.
At any rate..
I've got to get my brain going again. Yes of course there's a lot of neural stimulation involved with my work and all of the reading I do, but I have next to no creative capabilities anymore. I was reading back through my old poems and short stories that I posted on here just wishing I could even be as half as good as I crappily was back then. I do know that I hemm and haww, see and saw back and forth with blogging. I keep trying to tell myself to go ahead and keep up with it because it could be good therapy, and who cares if no one reads it? Who cares if no one comments on it? But, sad to say, there is a large part of me that craves the attention. I think thats why I stuck with Myspace blogging for so long, I had quite a few "followers" that read and commented my blog, and a lot of them would turn into these huge multi-participant discussions. It was really nice.
Buuuut, I am no longer on Myspace, it bored the hell out of me after a while. I am on Facebook which I find a lot more fun but they don't really have a blogging option for when I DO get the itch. I'm sure anyone who might possibly read this is familiar with facebook and knows the "notes" option they have that is supposed to be like a blog... har... 'nuff said.
Aaaanyway... I guess I'm rambling because I'm avoiding really getting down to the nitty gritty and addressing the issues that are going on in my life that I want to talk about.. My evasion skills are so good I can even evade myself. I suppose that's why I went to therapy for 5 years as a teen, to no avail, because I was so good at evading I could even get the therapists off topic.. ha!
Well... I think I'm going to do the ultimate evasion tactic and run away. Just for now, I AM at work, and while I have no plans at the continuation of work at this point, I don't feel like getting nitty nor gritty... Perhaps tomorrow.
At any rate..
I've got to get my brain going again. Yes of course there's a lot of neural stimulation involved with my work and all of the reading I do, but I have next to no creative capabilities anymore. I was reading back through my old poems and short stories that I posted on here just wishing I could even be as half as good as I crappily was back then. I do know that I hemm and haww, see and saw back and forth with blogging. I keep trying to tell myself to go ahead and keep up with it because it could be good therapy, and who cares if no one reads it? Who cares if no one comments on it? But, sad to say, there is a large part of me that craves the attention. I think thats why I stuck with Myspace blogging for so long, I had quite a few "followers" that read and commented my blog, and a lot of them would turn into these huge multi-participant discussions. It was really nice.
Buuuut, I am no longer on Myspace, it bored the hell out of me after a while. I am on Facebook which I find a lot more fun but they don't really have a blogging option for when I DO get the itch. I'm sure anyone who might possibly read this is familiar with facebook and knows the "notes" option they have that is supposed to be like a blog... har... 'nuff said.
Aaaanyway... I guess I'm rambling because I'm avoiding really getting down to the nitty gritty and addressing the issues that are going on in my life that I want to talk about.. My evasion skills are so good I can even evade myself. I suppose that's why I went to therapy for 5 years as a teen, to no avail, because I was so good at evading I could even get the therapists off topic.. ha!
Well... I think I'm going to do the ultimate evasion tactic and run away. Just for now, I AM at work, and while I have no plans at the continuation of work at this point, I don't feel like getting nitty nor gritty... Perhaps tomorrow.