FAK IT!! I QUIT LIFE!!
DAMN IT!! i wish i didnt care about him..but its so freakin hard cuz i love him 2 death..n i hate myself for makin me feel like this..i wanna be w/ him..but i cant cuz of obvious rezunz..evry1 says that they think we'll get bak 2gether..y is it that im the onli 1 who duznt think that??..y do i feel like shit wen the thing that makes me happy is ryte there next 2 me as a friend..but im not happy just being friends..n i dont think it'll ever be the same..but i wanna tell him things that i would never tell any guy..like WOW type of things..unbelievable..but tru..its hard 2 xplain wat im feeling..but its so clear 2 me..damn it im psycho!!ahh i g2g ::i love david::umm bye