Not so good day!

[nayho]

hey all

well, today didnt go over so well! i still didnt get the
guts to talk to sean...so i wrote him a note...it was a
farely decent note

asked sean to go to the movies w/ me, britt, and matt and his gf (if
he could even go)...but he never called me

i called him up...he said that he couldnt tonite..he said that he was
talkin to someone who was comin in from college

didnt know what that meant.....coulda meant he was talkin to a friend
who was comin in from college that he was plannin on hangin with OR
he coulda been talkin about a girl that he was thinkin bout hookin up
with! not sure...i guess i'll find out next week! i feel like an idiot!

dunno if im goin to the movies tonite....it would surely cheer me up,
but i dont think my parents are gonna let me...guess i'll find out!

im hopin things wont be wierd in school next week...with sean i mean!
i didnt want to make an idiot out of myself...thats one thing i tried
to avoid doing.....and thats exactly what i did...i made an idiot out
of myself! oh well, i'll deal..i do it alot!

well thats about it i guess! LaTa

-Rene