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ETA: I spent $300! I knew I shouldn't have bought that damn coat. And I had to have that nifty a gazillion buttons and straps in one thing that was on clearance. Nothing like feeling like a Yugioh character to brighten your day. If only it weren't short-sleeved. But I can still wear it under my super special awesome coat.
The boys are off at a football game so this means I should go shopping. I haven't shopped in several months, and I hate all my clothes. Buying something new should make me feel somewhat better about this.
I think I've finally pinpointed why I clash with the fandom when it comes to relationships so much. Everyone and their dog's ideal vision of a relationship is one that is requited and full of snuggles and smex. While some of my pairings do warrant this, and I seek out adorable fluff for them, many do not. Axel/Roxas? What makes this pairing so good? That it can't be. It's tragic and it gets to the very basics of a relationship in the questions it raises. But yes, as twisted as it is, my ultimate favorite relationships in fiction are the ones that have killer chemistry and would be so perfect for each other, but you know it's always going to be slightly one-sided. Satoshi/Daisuke? Or just plain impossible. Fakir/Ahiru. In my opinion, there's something beautiful about a character who loves, knowing it's a false hope. Franz/Albert? Spike/Buffy? The anime version of the Hitachin twins. Not to say it's any better than the functional and adorable consensual pairings out there. It's just the one I tend to get more emotional invested in. Sadly, it's what draws me to both Clamp and Kaori Yuki. And this is also why I don't want Yun to actually do anything with Soubi/Ritsuka. I'm a sick sick puppy.
The boys are off at a football game so this means I should go shopping. I haven't shopped in several months, and I hate all my clothes. Buying something new should make me feel somewhat better about this.
I think I've finally pinpointed why I clash with the fandom when it comes to relationships so much. Everyone and their dog's ideal vision of a relationship is one that is requited and full of snuggles and smex. While some of my pairings do warrant this, and I seek out adorable fluff for them, many do not. Axel/Roxas? What makes this pairing so good? That it can't be. It's tragic and it gets to the very basics of a relationship in the questions it raises. But yes, as twisted as it is, my ultimate favorite relationships in fiction are the ones that have killer chemistry and would be so perfect for each other, but you know it's always going to be slightly one-sided. Satoshi/Daisuke? Or just plain impossible. Fakir/Ahiru. In my opinion, there's something beautiful about a character who loves, knowing it's a false hope. Franz/Albert? Spike/Buffy? The anime version of the Hitachin twins. Not to say it's any better than the functional and adorable consensual pairings out there. It's just the one I tend to get more emotional invested in. Sadly, it's what draws me to both Clamp and Kaori Yuki. And this is also why I don't want Yun to actually do anything with Soubi/Ritsuka. I'm a sick sick puppy.