Another Fight...
Me and the bf fought tonight. I knew it was coming though because lately things were kinda sucky between us. We used to fukk like bunnies. All the time, every day multiple times. For the past month or so it's been like 2 times a week and only 1 time each day. We argue a lot over stupid things. Like I slammed the door of his apartment and he all yelled saying I almost got his fingers when lord knows they wre nowhere near it. Then, he said he sometimes feels like I use him just to go places which totally offended me.And he said I have been mean to him lately..which I also pointed out he has been to me. Oh and he said my self image is too low and I'm too insecure these days(which is kinda true). So we got all emotional things and I suggested we take a break from each other and see what happens, He wasnt down for that and claimed I was running away from the problem. So we argued for like 2 hours about things and we both were enlightened about what we were doing and what we weren't doing. Soo aparently we didnt break up or take any breaks. We resolved our problems and are happy. I'm gonna stop calling myself fat/ugly and he's gonna stop arguing with me and bugging me when he knows I'm in a bad mood and we both won't be pissy to each other when we are in bad moods cuz of work or other things. Besides, we're both too annoying for anyone else and belong together. We're the only people who can deal with each other. And I was thinking...it's been almoast 3 years that we were together. We reached a plateau but we are strong enough to get through it together. After 3 years of being together almost nonstop I don't know what I would do without him. He has become too much a part of my life. And next weekend we already have a romantic weekend with just us planned. So YAY we're still together. We needed this arguement or we woulda kept going on bugging each other and things woulda been worse. So all is good in the hood..