Here we go again
I've pretty much come to the conclusion that the only time I ever journey back here is when things just really aren't going my way anymore. This usually involves plenty of drama going on with friends and me not really knowing where I stand with anything. Clearly all of this has decided to revisit me... and I was hoping it had finally decided to leave me alone for a while.
So I'm stressing out about school. I was doing so well at staying motivated and on top of things at the beginning of the semester and I don't really know what happened to me. Kaplan class started today which pretty much means that from now on I'm not going to have a life anymore. Hopefully I'll still have time to see my friends and I won't end up in that isolated funk that usually ends up happening at least once a semester. But you never know. It might be better if it happens now so I can just get it out of the way before things in my life start getting super crazy again.
On a more random note, I'm officially going to be a big this semester and it is most definitely freaking me out. There is one girl that I really want named Ashley and she's the reason that I put my name down to be a big. If I don't get her I'm going to be really upset. I'm kind of stressing out about all of the stuff that I'm going to have to do but it's going to be totally worth it if I get who I want I think. I feel nauseous every time I think about being a big and it's probably going to stay that way until I find out who I got.
But yea... so I'm basically just stressed out about life totally right now. Mostly school and getting ready for the MCAT. And I'll be posting later this week I'm sure once I found out who I'm a big for and all of that fun stuff. =]
So I'm stressing out about school. I was doing so well at staying motivated and on top of things at the beginning of the semester and I don't really know what happened to me. Kaplan class started today which pretty much means that from now on I'm not going to have a life anymore. Hopefully I'll still have time to see my friends and I won't end up in that isolated funk that usually ends up happening at least once a semester. But you never know. It might be better if it happens now so I can just get it out of the way before things in my life start getting super crazy again.
On a more random note, I'm officially going to be a big this semester and it is most definitely freaking me out. There is one girl that I really want named Ashley and she's the reason that I put my name down to be a big. If I don't get her I'm going to be really upset. I'm kind of stressing out about all of the stuff that I'm going to have to do but it's going to be totally worth it if I get who I want I think. I feel nauseous every time I think about being a big and it's probably going to stay that way until I find out who I got.
But yea... so I'm basically just stressed out about life totally right now. Mostly school and getting ready for the MCAT. And I'll be posting later this week I'm sure once I found out who I'm a big for and all of that fun stuff. =]