Jun 12, 2002 19:54
i have no idea whas goin on yo. but me n kierra are growin apart. i dunno how to deal wit it n neither does she. i guess we both are hurtin in some way or another. but wtf..we cant be growin apart..i mean i love this gurl so much n we've been thru so much shit. i guess it happens to everyone? i dunno..i jus dont wanna lose her..it hurts jus thinkin bout it. love pisses me off sumtimez..a lot of the timez really. i never use the b word..well against femalez anywayz. but love is the biggest bitch becuz its so damn confusin. one min..its like the closest thing to heaven n the next min..it feels like your heart has been ran over or suthin. im sicka dealin wit emotions. wtf am i suppose to do if i lose her? i mean i try to act like some shit dun bother me but this is killin me inside..i dunno..maybe she's better off without me. ugh..ima jus go take a walk or suthin..
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