apartmentzilla
This week is slowly getting worse. I'm so stressed out right now that Nicola's lj entry made me cry...alot. I dunno what came over me. I think I just needed to get it all out and seeing that photo of you all made me so sad. I miss everyone so much. I even miss Rose-lynn. I just wish we could all be together again, but then I guess if that happened it just wouldn't be the same. I am so happy that I can still call the large majority of the people in that photo the most amazing people I have ever met and my best friends. The high school picture made me miss high school too lol. and gipp. Everyone looks so happy in those pictures.
Something awful happened yesterday that made me turn into a mean girl over night. I really don't like myself right now. I just want everything to figure itself out by tomorrow so that I can stop worrying about apartments and concentrate on school. Yesterday I went to see an apartment with Maebh and we absolutely fell in love with it. It is tiny but so cute and cosy and it was just everything we were looking for at the right price, an amazing location 10 mins from school and 1 block from the gym. It was like a blessing, we could not believe our luck. So the landlord sed we could have it and we filled out the lease application, but then claire, the other girl we were living with came and was being a total bitch and sed she hated it. So we reserved it anyway, but she said wanted to look at other places but she wouldn't search listings with us or call places or come look with us. so basically she wanted us to do all the work but then everything we found she sed it wasn't good enough.
So then maebh and i decided that we don't want to live with her after all because we saw this totally different side to her that we didn't like. we told her today and it was so horrible and we totally screwed her over cos now she has no one to live with and she cried so much...but the worse thing is that i didn't feel bad at all. i was actually relieved. i mean i feel sorry for her, but i feel like i would never have done something like that before and now i've turned into some huge bitch. now we have totally lost her as a friend but i feel like i'm not even sad about that because she was not a nice person anyways. what is wrong with me? like seriously. eeew.
Maebh and i still really want that apartment so we are currently looking for a replacement for claire, so if anyone wants to move in with us then i would be so happy!!
Something awful happened yesterday that made me turn into a mean girl over night. I really don't like myself right now. I just want everything to figure itself out by tomorrow so that I can stop worrying about apartments and concentrate on school. Yesterday I went to see an apartment with Maebh and we absolutely fell in love with it. It is tiny but so cute and cosy and it was just everything we were looking for at the right price, an amazing location 10 mins from school and 1 block from the gym. It was like a blessing, we could not believe our luck. So the landlord sed we could have it and we filled out the lease application, but then claire, the other girl we were living with came and was being a total bitch and sed she hated it. So we reserved it anyway, but she said wanted to look at other places but she wouldn't search listings with us or call places or come look with us. so basically she wanted us to do all the work but then everything we found she sed it wasn't good enough.
So then maebh and i decided that we don't want to live with her after all because we saw this totally different side to her that we didn't like. we told her today and it was so horrible and we totally screwed her over cos now she has no one to live with and she cried so much...but the worse thing is that i didn't feel bad at all. i was actually relieved. i mean i feel sorry for her, but i feel like i would never have done something like that before and now i've turned into some huge bitch. now we have totally lost her as a friend but i feel like i'm not even sad about that because she was not a nice person anyways. what is wrong with me? like seriously. eeew.
Maebh and i still really want that apartment so we are currently looking for a replacement for claire, so if anyone wants to move in with us then i would be so happy!!