.................
so rent was paid. although thats just a minor dent on my problems.. just a wee little budge.
im done its offical. no matter what i do i feel lame.
i havent been this depressed in so long....
i cant stay in this apartment for more than an hour or i litteraly start getting real weird.
all i wanted to do tonight was leave for a little bit. yeah that didnt happen
wanted to get my taxes done so i had some food money for next week. yeah, that didnt happen either. oh well
who needs to eat.
ew.. i have never felt this depressed ever in my life...
it disgusts me really.
i really for the first time in my life am so very 'blah' that i want to die... i litteraly feel as if there is no more meaning to my life. i feel like im at the end of my fucking ropes.. =(
this really fucking sucks..
im done its offical. no matter what i do i feel lame.
i havent been this depressed in so long....
i cant stay in this apartment for more than an hour or i litteraly start getting real weird.
all i wanted to do tonight was leave for a little bit. yeah that didnt happen
wanted to get my taxes done so i had some food money for next week. yeah, that didnt happen either. oh well
who needs to eat.
ew.. i have never felt this depressed ever in my life...
it disgusts me really.
i really for the first time in my life am so very 'blah' that i want to die... i litteraly feel as if there is no more meaning to my life. i feel like im at the end of my fucking ropes.. =(
this really fucking sucks..